I wake up the next morning.
- Where are you? - I ask as I open my eyes.
- Don't call me now!
I get out of bed, run around the house, looking for him. I had a feeling I had lost a tooth. I felt light, loose, quiet, but with the impression that something was missing from me.
The angel of God is here and he gives me a vision...
A big thick viper pulling huge fangs off my back and releasing my body.
I call my sister:
- Did you pray for me yesterday?
- Yes, I'm going to the mount. - she says vehemently.
- Did you kick him out?
- Did you get better?
- Yes or no? - I ask uneasily.
- Yes, I prayed all week for your release, Ana. Do your part, keep rejecting all the confusion!
- He's gone! - I exclaim amazed.
- Do you want him to leave or not? - she asks impatiently.
- I do! Thank you sister for the prayers.
I hang up the phone and go to the treadmill to walk and think. It appeared not to be possible. I was alone. Has he given up?
Night comes. I take off my clothes to take a shower. He comes up against the wall of the bathroom and watches me greedily. It1s so good to be desired! I turn on the shower, feel the warm water running through my body. He hugs me from behind, puts his hands on my breasts and kisses my neck.
- Let me call you again, you'll like it, you know that. I'll give you more pleasure, you'll feel more pleasure... - he asks, full of desire...
-No! Get away from me! - I scream.
I begin to pray the "The Lord's Prayer" and he disappears.
The next day my sister calls:
- Are you ok?
- Yes, are you at home?
- No, I came to take routine examinations. I'm asking God to strengthen you... It is tough! It's a good fight! I'm being attacked by them! I almost crashed the car twice, I have been forgetting things...
- He has a lot of friends, sorry for involving you in this.
- Don't worry, sister! The angel revealed that he went to talk directly to God, see? He asked why he couldn't stay with you if you liked him. He went to complain, he thinks it is in legal! - and she continued. - God refused! God said that He would not give up on you and sent angels in order to prevent that being from coming any closer! You are very, very much loved by God!
- Thank you, I will pray for you and your family, ask for protection.
- Amen. Meditate on these words: 2 Corinthians 11-14, 1 John 4. 1-3 and Ephesians 6. 11-18.
- All right! I will search. Bye, Lívia.
- Bye, sister!
The next day Livia leaves a message on her cell phone:
- Good morning, Ana... Are you ok? Keep praying, reaffirming your love for God. Red sign! Rebuke every sense of possession: She is mine! Watch. I love you. I finished the campaign on the mount, but I keep praying for you.
- I love you so much. Thank you. Nice job. God bless you. - I answer the message.
He is surrounding me, but no longer communicates.
And the angel of the Lord speaks:
- Keep resisting. God will give you strength!
- Why can't I stay with him?
- You can't stay with him, because otherwise you will get from him and not from God." - he explains calmly.
- I got it. I thought I was not sinning because he is a spirit.
- The notion of sin is equivalent in the material and spiritual world. - he clarifies.
I haven't heard an angel of God talking to me in a while. Thank you, Father!
Night came and I went to bed. I have a vision...
There is a protection around me. Even so, my spirit comes loose and goes to him. I grab his body through the bars and kiss with lust. I return, I did unintentionally, I cannot control it! Even so, the guardian angels rebuke me. I feel like a prostitute. What a shame! I wanted to hide from these angels!
The days pass, and he continues to surround me, saying nothing. Why does he do that? I feel like you want to touch me, but you can't. He is there and I am here, we are on different plans, it is distressing!
"I don't know his name… the spirits must have a name, like Ug Ug or Ôo. What do they call each other? - I think intrigued.
And the angel of the Lord speaks:
- His name is Zarú! You have to pray for him, that he will find the way, that he will find the light!
I go to the living room, bend my knees and call him:
- Zarú, you have to find the way, go to God! He will forgive your sins and welcome you. There you will be ok and find peace! I love you, but you have to go! There you will learn and be happier! Zarú goes to the light!
I pray: "God, please watch over us, heed my pleas! Have mercy on this soul, forgive! I think the spirits can change too, welcome him, God, please! "
- ZARÚ GOES TO LIGHT! - I cry.
I cry a lot at the Lord's feet, I have a vision...
Zarú was standing, looking up, with his arms in the air, and a great light shone upon him.
He came, knelt, leaned his forehead on my knees and hugged my legs. We cried together. I felt it was a goodbye. Behind him were two white-robed angels waiting. Zarú went away to the light!
I keep crying, but now of happiness, for him! Thank God for the opportunity to help someone on the other side...
Bye, Zarú... bye!