Chapter 27

"Catherine Earnshaw, may you not rest as long as I am living. You said I killed you – haunt me then. The murdered do haunt their murderers. I believe – I know that ghosts have wandered the earth. Be with me always – take any form – drive me mad. Only do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you! Oh God! It is unutterable! I cannot live without any life! I cannot live without my soul.

~ C.

Intense." 

Athena muttered to herself placing the paper between the first page of her new book as she began to read it again. 

She had long golden hair. So long that they reached her waist as they shone like the first ray of sunlight. They always smelt like fresh ripe peaches as you weaved your hands through those golden locks. 

The closer I walked to her garden or meadow or whatever you would like to call it to join her and her sister play. I was nervous, creeping slowly like a school boy unwilling to go to school as I noticed more and more of her face. 

She had the very definition of a sun kissed skin. With freckles scattered all over her cheeks as it rebelled against the brutality she succumbed her skin to. She was fragile but not in a skinny kind of way, but, a feminine sort of way. 

"Have you ever played hide and seek Christian?"

"Yes, I have."

"Then play it with me and my sister. You can hide anywhere in my house area. Is that okay?"

"Sure."

And that was that. We became friends just like that. 

Athena heard a voice suddenly echo.

"Where is your mother waters?" 

She heard her own voice asking.

"In her room…She is always in her room isn't she?"

"Yeah …"

"Is she dying?"

"Probably …"

"Is that why you are always so sad?"

"I am in hole I can't get out of and I think a part of me doesn't even want to … mommy says someday there will be someone who will come and save me … I think God sent you to me to save me … But, I find myself wondering sometimes are you a ghost or are you my madness?"

"I don't know what I am either … perhaps let's just call me your hope."

"Is that your name?"

"For now … yes …"

"Why do you not have a face?"

"I don't know …"

"You are beautiful despite that …"

Athena heard her laugh echo along the walls of a room she could not see. The image too blurred. But, she smelt musk. 

"And what makes you think that?"

"Because a part of recognizes you. Recognizes your face, your smell, your voice , your soul. Almost as if you came from a part of me."

"Perhaps I did." Athena heard herself say with a smile as she continued to say. "I have heard this memory you know. It has not happened yet and yet these memories have already happened and this creates a paradox in my mind. I see and hear memories that have not happened because of the curtain dropped time to time…"

"Somehow I don't think you are telling me this …"

"No, I know I hear this memory remember? It was the first of the paradox's that I recognized so, I have to tell myself what this is … Its time unfolding … Its time confused. Every dream. Every echo. Every memory I recognize and don't at the same time is real… I don't have much time Grey …. I mean Waters."

"Somehow I have a feeling that you yet again revealed something that you didn't want to … promise you will be back?"

"Where else would I be if not here …?"