What happened to my personality?

Keerah's POV

***Previously***

After watching the movie, I was now having a mental battle with my self about the fact that may be I shouldn't really try to remember because some things are better left in the dark than exposing them.

Maybe I should just go back home without trying to remember anything...

***

I remained in my seat even after the movie finished playing, and the thoughts of how I would want to get back my memories if they were anything like that main characters own were the only thoughts in my head.

I would rather remain without them than have a memory like that, and I can actually understand why the movie ended without her getting back her memories.

I didn't want to watch another movie, and sitting down there only made my mood sullen because I keep imagining that my life could be as worst as that of the main characters.