Pick my sh*t up...

Keerah's Pov

"Girl you need to get a fucking grip." I told to myself and pulled the covers off my body and got out of the bed.

I was done feeling like shit, I was done with feeling helpless I was done with these baseless thoughts that did nothing but made me keep feeling like shit all day long.

I know I called for the breakup but the thought that he actually didn't even call or try to hold me back to try to get me back only made me more furious about everything and everyone and most especially at myself.

I was done with waiting around for him to come back and apologize and ask me to get back with him.

I'm done with waiting on him to tell me he was choosing me over his fucking baby mama, so I made the one decision that I should have made a long time ago.

I was going to seek revenge on them, I was going to get back on everyone including those that tried to kill me and also including Eric.