CHAPTER FIVE
*Stephanie's p.o.v.*
Surprisingly my dad wasn't around when I got home, I stopped by the abandoned house to check if Maison was there but he wasn't so I came home, after lunch, I stayed clear of Luka, when I get angry my darkness controls me and I can't stop myself, I don't want to do what I did to her to anyone else, not even Luka
" Hey," I said to Maison I decided to call Maison since I didn't see him today
" Hey Steph..... what happened why did you call" he didn't sound at all interested in talking to me
" Why didn't you answer my call, what was more important than speaking to your friend"
" I was in the middle of something"
" you always are"I laughed bitterly
" How did school go anything new" he was trying to change the topic
" really mace, when did you start caring about my school was that really the best thing you could think of"
" am sorry but you called at a wrong time"
" were you ever going to even call me"
" I was but like I said I was in the middle of something"
" so having sex is more important than checking on me, am suppose to be your best friend"
" what's up with you lately Steph, you know what I'll call you when you have gotten your shit together" he cut the call, what's wrong with humans so selfish and cruel, you talk as if you aren't human, my conscience judged, I may be human but I am not like everyone else am odd, I feel like my own world. I placed my headphone on and listed to bury a friend by Billie Eilish, I thought of what the principal said and decided to get a new outfit, I am never changing my mind about having a friend or a social life but I can add a dark purple to my dressing if that Is more, "PRESENTABLE".
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The only purple I could see that was a bit dark are only dresses and I don't do dresses, giving up on shopping I decided to leave black isn't that bad of a color so fuck what anyone thinks about my dressing, I really shouldn't care
" watch it" I yelled as someone with a broad structure bumped into me
" who knew freaks do shopping," Luka said his voice seemed really loud, louder than usual, all of a sudden all the sound went off around me, what's going on, my head ached me really bad like it was being torn into two, "Arghhh" I screamed as the pain got worst, a fading figure appeared in front of me, everywhere was dark
"Ste-ph-any" a shaky voice called from inside my head but the person was right in front of me
" Please, stop you are hurting me" I cried
" Listen to me Stephanie you have to-------" the man was saying before I couldn't hear anything again, the figure faded slowly and everything stopped, I could hear voices above me,I opened my eye but shut it quickly due to the bright light after some time I finally adjusted to the light, Luka was hovering over me
" get away from me," I said quietly, he stood up and moved backward
"what the hell was that all about"Luka asked looking confused and amazed
" Nothing, that should concern you" I snapped, "for your own good I'll advise you to stay far from me," I said controlling the growing anger I was feeling, I felt my eyes twitch maybe a strand of my hair fell in my eyes
" what's wrong with your eyes why are the glowing" I reached to drag my hoodie down but I realized that I hadn't worn it, I quickly pushed all my hair forward hiding my face and turning around to leave
" what are you Andrews," Luka asked and for the first time in years he actually called me by my name and not freak, it felt weird hearing my name from his mouth but he chose the wrong name
" who I am, what I do, and why I do it isn't any of your business James, I am totally fine with you bullying me but don't try and cross your line, everyone has limits don't walk into something you can't come out of" I walked out of the store, got on my scooter and rode home. One of the many reasons I hated the ending of March is because it welcomes April a raining season and I hate the rain. I could feel the breeze blow hard on my face like it was trying to mock me. I didn't feel too cold because I always wore a Long sleeve to hide the scars on my hands from when I tried to kill myself, and also I don't like showing off my tattoos. By the time I got home my daddy dearest was back
" Why did you have to come now I was doing just fine without you here," dad said as soon as I stepped in
" Nice to see you too" I mumbled and continues d walking towards the stairs
" your principal called and told me what you did, what the hell were you thinking" dad yelled
"well I don't know because I wasn't in control of my body you of all people should know that, it technically wasn't my fault," I said calmly walking up the stairs
"Stop right there, I wasn't done talking to you," I noticed that he didn't sound drunk and he was standing on his feet without stumbling
"But I am done talking to you, what's left to say" I turned back and headed to my room shutting the door behind me
"you really need a change of attitude Steph you can't keep making mistakes and blaming it on your bad luck that gets you nowhere" he yelled as he slammed the door of my room open
" I was never planning on going anywhere dad, so what if I do well in school straights A student right but that doesn't count I have no plans for my life anytime I try to make one something bad happens, and am being forced down a hole that is dark, that is just who I am" I sighed
" What makes you think I give a damn about your life, don't be cute because I don't I lost one job already because you came into my life I don't need another one because of you, you took everything away from me, can you at least think of anyone other Than yourself, she is dead because of you, but ooh I guess it's not your fault," he said harshly
" that is the thing dad, I can't do any good,I wasn't born to be good and I know it's my fault she is dead but I can't change it," I said my dark sister trying to gain control " stay away from me or you die," my dark said as a release of energy pushed my dad back my eyes stopped twitching as I gained control of my body and realized I had just done, his head was bleeding I managed to stop the bleeding with my powers but I couldn't heal him like I healed myself
" am really sorry" I whispered taking him to his room and laying him on his bed, tears rolled down my face as I left his room what's wrong with me, would I ever be able to control this, what if I turn completely evil and there's no going back?