Calm before the storm

MARGAUX

I'm not sure if it was normal or if I was being selfish.

However, right now, I'm so extremely happy that I'm starting to get frightened about what this means.

Happiness like this always, always comes with a price. I remembered seeing that quote from somewhere and though Kevin told me not to overthink, I can't help it.

The tragic deaths of my entire family left me traumatized. 

It made me think of all possibilities whenever I was feeling a little joy here and there. A part of me would sometimes feel guilty.

How can I smile and laugh and try to live normally when I still haven't given my family's death the justice that they deserve yet?

Considering that if I go by the law, I would also end up exposing the entire Mafia, coming clean with the proper authorities was out of the question.