A common but uncommon story

Today, I am going to talk about a boy. Of course, I wrote stories about girls but I can't stop myself from sharing this story. Yes, nobody can live that easily in this earth. You know what is the elaboration of "Life"? It's Living Isn't Fucking Easy. However, This is story of Joy. Joy means happiness in our language. But seems like he can't live up to his name. Because right after he born, his mom died. He has a big sister. She was five years older than him. Her father forced her to get married few years ago. Though she wanted to study, she had to stop studying because of her in-laws. Joy's father married another woman when Joy was five years old. Of course he married the woman to take care of his child. But did she take care of them? Of course not. She hates them as she always stay busy with herself. She took money from her husband for excuse of his kids. But she never use those money for Joy or his sister. She always spent those money for herself or for her family. This is why the two siblings have to wore torn and dirty clothes. Even they had to starve sometimes because their stepmom forgot about their meal and locked up the fridge. But they can't say a thing to their father because they know what would happen after that. They have to stay with their mom anyway and their father will not at home for all day. So, thinking of the day, they couldn't say anything. Moreover, their father had no time for them. He come home late and right after he come, their mom didn't let them meet their father. And when Joy's dad ask about his kids, his wife told him that they're already asleep.

And about Joy's friend, he didn't have any friends because everyone thinks he was kinda creepy. And whoever tried to came closet to him, their parents forbid them because they know he doesn't have a good background. And the other parents think he wouldn't be a good one either and it's not good for their child. So everyone avoided him although he didn't have any fault. He was lonely in both outside and inside of his home.

So, this is how Joy spent his childhood. He was trying to make money by himself when he was a teenager because he left his house as he can't bear those pain anymore. But earning money wasn't that easy. Wherever he goes, he messed things up and that's why he has been fired from his every job. But he was good at a thing and that was painting. Though he was good he didn't get enough support to show his talent. First of all he couldn't buy the materials because of his step mother when he was a kid. Even when he grew up, he couldn't get them because he doesn't have enough money.

And one more thing, here nobody learned how to respect another's talent. People will just judge with their blank mind and they will criticize without knowing about that person. But they never thinks that if they support, the talented one can be their national asset. But no! They will just help you how to get over from the thing you love. How to throw your talent to the trashcan. This is what happened with Joy too. Whenever he went to show his talent to his parents, they scolded him to stop doing rubbish things and concentrate to his study. When he went to show arts to his teachers, they told him the same. Maybe if he have friends, they won't be helpful for him either.

As he has many things to think, he couldn't concentrate to his hobby. He managed a job in a supermarket. As he won't earn much he was living a miserable life. It's very painful when you have someone but they make you feel you have no one. He likes a girl since two years but he can't express his feelings towards her. And when he felt he needs something in his life badly, he proposed the girl who was his coworker. She accept his proposal and start dating him though she doesn't have feelings for him. She agreed just to make fun of him. She never stayed beside him, listen to his pain. Sometimes she acts very loveable when she needs money. And seeing her, he can't say no to her. He thinks he can give his everything as long as she was happy. But he was wrong.

One day the girl took some money from him saying that she had very important work to do. After some times, Joy has been called by his incharge. He ordered him to go to the wholesale market and settle the agreement with a dealer. So he was going to the wholesale market but he saw his girlfriend with another boy on his way. He couldn't believe at first but when he went to be assured, he saw with his own eyes. They were too close while summoning each other as honey. He couldn't bear it and went to her. He asked directly what was going on. But his girlfriend refused to recognize him. Actually, whenever she took money from him, she came to meet her this boyfriend. It feels like he has been stabbed from his back. Now he thinks and ask god what he has done and why he has to suffer like this. Can't he be happy for just a single day? If god leave him to punish like this then why he don't take him away? He wanted to see his mom but he knows it's not possible. Sometimes he thinks what if his real mom would still alive? Does he have to suffer like this? Wouldn't he be able to live a normal life like others?