Chapter 20: Mixed feelings ( weak, love, regret, farewell,.....)

After finishing their speech, he left her home and she sit with herself and started to blame herself for what happened

"How dare I made this to him. I am too stupid girl. I don't have to be weak. I have to be strong. I have to push and motivate him, but I am an idiot. I made him feel sad. How stupid am I?" She said to herself.

On the other hand, after he reached his home and changed his clothes, he also started to blame himself, he thinks that every time when he meet her or call her, she will become sad

"How can I made this happened to her. She has a very kind and pure heart. She deserves to be happy. She deserves the best things. Every time when she sees me, she will feel bad. What can I do to make her happy? I can't imagine my life without her. I can't bear her pain." He said to himself

"Sometimes I feel weak and I can't control myself, but I have to be strong. I have to help him. He must live happily. He deserves to be happy." She said that and she decided to make him happy because in her opinion he deserves to be happy.

On the other hand, he said "She has to hate me to be happy. I have to be away from her. She has to continue her life with happiness. When I am away from people who I love, they will be safe."

Every one of them decided to do something to make the other happy. He chooses to make her hate him because he thinks that if she hates him and be away from him, she will be happy. But she chooses to help him and motivate him because she thinks that if she still beside him and motivate him he will be happy.

Different ways and methods, but the goal is the same.

"Every one wants to make the other happy" so they will try by using new ways...

    Do you think they will succeed?

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Farewell is a very hard feeling, but the show must go on..

Sometimes when we break something, it's very difficult to fix it again..

Sometimes we can fix what we break, but we cannot fix ourselves...

Because we are true for ourselves, we always regret if we did something bad to anyone  who we love from our hearts, but what if our life insists on making us leave each others and say goodbye.

No, we don't have to give up. We have to fight, but what if we cannot also fight?

What if we have to give up?

His family insists on engaging him and he is in love with another girl. What can he do? How can he tell her that he will continue his life without her?

He can't live without her, but what if he has to? He doesn't have any choice. They will never let him. They will engage him even if he doesn't want. He will be forced to do what he doesn't want to do. The only right thing he will do in his opinion is to sacrifice with his happiness to make the others happy.

    How?!

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