Chapter 5

Summers's P.O.V

Was my life some such a joke that people had total disregard for my feels like I felt nothing. Why would he lie  to me like that. Just Yesterday I thought he was the perfect man for me then I find out he lied to me. I wonder what was wrong with me that people had to play with me like this. Why would he not even tell me the truth all those things he said to me did he mean it. Did I not deserve the truth. All these questions ran though my head as I lay in bed thinking what I have done to deserve this. I was nice to people as I could be concerning that I never went out.  I never slept a wink last night I could only sleep for a few hours for the rest of the night I watched Netflix movies to get me through all the heart ache I was feeling. I thought of calling in sick today but I went against it because today was payday and I was in desperate need to get out of this apartment I needed to be alone. I got up and went to take a bath much needed on since I was an hour early and needed a bath to get through the day. After a much needed bath I went into my room and wore my work clothes and quickly living the house I didn't want to see Mei and Lexi at least not today I wasn't in the mood to talk about Marcos. I went to my car and started the drive to work since I was early I thought I would grab coffee at Starbucks. After that I went to work a little early and started working as normal I spaced away the whole day without taking a break work was the only think that was keeping me sane at the moment. It kept me from crying my eyes out  and breaking everything in my site. I finished my work early and went to Mr Gray's office to get my monthly check. I know he is  outdated right  he could just put it in my account but who's complaining it was way better right? At least that's what I thought the fist time I got my check I almost lost it. This check thing thought me to be more careful and  me being me I was pretty reckless. I forgot we my phone was once I actually bout a new one then found my old one in my closet. I stood outside Mr Gray's office and knocked twice and waited for him to tell me to get in . He had strictly told  me never to knock more that twice if I knocked and he did not answer I would wait or go finish work . I waited for about fifteen minutes then he told me to come in my check was sitting on his desk. I took the check and told him I was done with my work and was now leaving. I never liked to be social with him because Mr Gray was a little wired and awkward at times .  When I got home I checked my phone the first time I had done since Yesterday. I had 2 missed calls from Marcos and 5 text messages just  today and yesterday. I was about to answer then I remembered what he has done to me but I decided against it. I put my phone down and took a long relaxing bubble bath. After that I went I to the kitchen and I instantly regretted it. Mei and Lexi were in there probably waiting for me I was in my bathrobe. Hopefully they didn't say anything about yesterday I wasn't in the mood. With all the conference I had in me I went in and started making myself food.

Mei :. " Oh hey Summer , No hey guys sorry for blowing you off yesterday and running to work with out an explanation. Come on summer talk to us who is this guy you were talking about yesterday. You know what it doesn't even matter anymore you not with him and Juan wants to meet up. " She said and I dropped my cup coffee I was making and looked at her.

Me :. " First of all his name is Marcos and who said we're not together I never sad we were not and who  ever this Jun is I don't want to meet him. I'm happily single and lonely it. I don't want to talk about Marcos anyway so please just leave me alone for a few days." I said a little bit annoyed that they still wanted me to go on a date when I listened to them the first time look what happened please I'm not willing to do it again. With out another word I left the kitchen before she could say anything more guess I'll have to eat when they go out later tonight for work. Mei and Lexi worked at a club sometimes for extra money.  I went in my room and put on Netflix. I was still pissed at the fact that they still wanted me to go on a date with this Juan guy I mean what kind of name name is that anyway Marcos name was way better that this Juan guy. Then Lexi came in my room Lexi was the more soft one between her and Mei.

Lexi :. " Honey bun why are you so angry at us we didn't do anything if anything you are in the wrong. You haven't even looked at me what's going on. " I looked at her hoping she won't see that I was about to cry .

Me :. " I'm just having a bad day my boss cut my pay check and told me I needed to come early to work to make up for yesterday that's why I view you off. Can we not talk about Marcos I just want to forget . "  I lied hopefully she believed me and backed off.

Lexi :. " Okay but we have to talk about Mei you have to say sorry for he way you spoke to her and . Girl your going on the date no matter what if it's a date at home then it's still a date.  He told us you'll be going out on Wednesday so get your shit together. With that she left my room and closed the door shortly after Mei came in and we talked and I went to eat. The next day I got up and went to work and got to work Marcos tried to call more yesterday and today but I just ignored him . It had now been two days since we talked and I can't help but miss him. But I had to forget about him he sent me messages which I did not open or look at.  Today during my lunch break I was going to look at apartments  to move into. I I was lucky I would find out and move in on thursday or even wednesday after work and after my date or thing. Mei and Lexi said they would help because they are not going to work  this week they have off. At Lunch I told my boss o would be a bit late the I went through my street looking for apartments bit soon found one two street down from my old one with Lexi. It was a two bedroom apartment and came fully furnished it was almost the same e size s the old one but it was perfect for me the kitchen was perfect and I had a bathroom in my room they apartment was perfect a d cheap. I could afford it by myself so would have to get a roommate . It was perfect I signed the paper and told Lexi and Mei . I quickly went back to work the day and by pretty fast and I could not wait till I would move my things into my new place the kitchen was a bit big but all in all I love my new home the dinning room was small but I did not mind because I would never have gets over and the lounge was perfect. All I had to do was buy a few things then I would be set . I was going shopping after work Tomorrow so I could get a TV and a few more things to make it more like home.

Wednesday came and I was excited about moving in and living by myself I went to work, it continued on like normal untill lunch when Lexi and Mei helped me move the little things I had everything was set. The day moved quickly and before I knew it I was on my way to my old apartment complex because Lexi said I forgot something there. It had being two days I had not talked to him I missed his voice. What are you saying he lied to you my brain reminds me. I got to my old apartment. When I got there , I was shocked at the site I saw . Lexi and Mei where sitting with a guy. He had short brown hair and was dressed in blue jeans formal shoes and a white shirt he looked nice.

Lexi :. " Hey summer Juan your date remember his here to take you out on your date " I looked at her with a death glare. She's lucky I don't live here anymore is this what I forgot , I should have known they would not forget about this stupid ass date . I was not dressed for the occasion what so ever I was wearing a white and blue spaghetti dress with flare shoes my hair in a high ponytail. I looked at Juan my  so called ' date' he wasn't that bad but my Marcia was better looking .

Me :. " Hey let's get going then. " I looked at him. We said our goodbyes to Mei and Lexi then went in separate cars to a restaurant on the upper Eastside of town he stopped and got out of his car opening my door. I said I small thank you and we walked has in hand to a  called Dell'Anno.  We stepped inside and Juan put his hand on my back shivers ran down my spine not good ones. I immediately thought of how it would feel if Marcos touched me. It was wired that we had gone on one and a half dates the lunch one counts a little , but we had never touched though. He got us sits and  then Juan spoke up.

Juan :. " Hey sorry again for standing you up the other night I had a family emergency that I had to attend. " His accent was thick but. I didn't find it sexy at all then I found myself thinking of  Marcos 's thick Italian accent they way my name hair rolled of his *tough* like that sent shivers down my spine.

Me :. " It's okay but let's not talk about it too much it might ruin our night, have you been here before ?"

Juan :. " Okay , no I've never been here before but one of my friends said it's date worthy. " He said ok immediately thought it was but I would like if Marcos brought me he- why  do I keep on thinking about him I'm on a date with someone else I quickly pushed her I'm out of my thoughts when I heard someone call my name I couldn't hear at first but then the voice got much clear.

SUMMER !!  I heard a voice this time more closer I looked at Juan who was looking behind me. I looked behind me and I was shocked to see who was calling my name.