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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

I can't believe Nikolai got me fired from work today and they wouldn't tell me why just your husband said we should fire you or this law firm goes down so they had to fire me and they also told me not to think about getting a job anywhere cause he has made sure no law firm hires me. why does he hate me so much?


I changed my clothes and wore some casual clothes and left the mansion for the hospital. 


I spent about two hours there before I went back home and the doctor prescribed some drugs and ointment for me and I went back home. I walked into the basement and everything was gone with just a small box in the middle of the room. 


I opened it to find a letter from Nikolai saying he got everything out cause he didn't give me the permission to bring anything in his house. Everything was gone. My clothes and everything. Why does he hate me so much? I just have to do what I tried to do some years ago. End my life. 


IHM-VIII