Ashes dads Pov

What have I done... I have killed my own wife. I remember that day I was drunk, I was the one who hired a guy to kill her, crash into her car to be precise. What have I done, I'm a murderer, a criminal I should be in jail right now. I need to make it up to Ashe, all I have done is cause her grief the total opposite of what dads are supposed to do. Maybe I could buy her something, no-no Ashe is not a gold digger, she probably expects something from the heart. Mary, you raised her well. I should go talk to her- maybe that will help. She might block me off though. What have I done?... I wonder if they got a grave for Mary. Let me go check.

There it is, my poor Mary what have I done to you. I should have never left you I should have never traded my family for Stupid alcohol. There is something you should know, as soon as I left I instantly regretted it. I wanted to walk right back in and hug all of you. But I just didn't have the nerve, I guess u could call me a scaredy-cat like Ashe used to say. Ha, Ha-. I miss you so much. Well, I guess I should go make it up to Ashe, wish me luck. Bye hun and I promise to come to visit you more often.