Is this our first kiss?

***Sebastian's POV*** 

 Kesha was scaring me and screaming like that was perfectly normal. She fell on me while laughing, I stared at her features, she looked so beautiful and happy. She wanted to pull away after apologizing but I pulled her back, it was one of those moments when I badly wanted to kiss her but why was I resisting? "Sebastian, I cannot work with this sort of sexual tension," she said. I held onto her face and pleaded for her to trust me.