"...Umm I just want to say that...that I'm not in my best state right now and I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Because" I stop for a second, I just can't go on without sobbing and muttering the words.
"Because you're literally the only I have to talk to, I don't have anyone in my life to talk to them about you. And I find it very pathetic, as I just realized it. You're the only one that I got to express my sorrows about this" I manage to say, while trying to suppress a sob or make it silent though I fail in both attempts.
"I can only talk about you with you. I hope I still haven't lost you completely, I hope it's not too late to make up for what happened. You once told me that it's never too late, whatever the matter is...Please Andrew" I put the phone away from my mouth and hide it with my hand. I have nothing else to say, I have nothing else to do so he can forgive me.