Separation

More than a month has passed and we were still at our parents' house and we were still in conflict with my brother, Wei who was walking around complaining and cursing our older brother for such a mistake, the 3 of us were fine between "" with our partners and we were worried about being away from them and not being able to communicate, if we indicated to them where we would be it would expose our true identities in part that could endanger both families and that worried me more than usual, Yue on the one hand was calm because she knew that Sakura understood and supported him in every moment, it was not her first time away so the confidence of both was to respect, Wei on the other hand if she was worried because she knew her fiancée and she would know that she would be very worried but she had an advantage that Yue and I had not given to our couples, coming to the house and being with us, in that part I envied Wei just a little bit, my case was especially delicate since 1st I didn't warn him but that girl and 2nd I doubted that she could give him the information in a correct way.

I was angry not only with myself but also with my brother for having been a fool and not having thought about that mistake and putting himself in that situation with his partner and his family. Every night I would go out to the patio and look at the stars thinking about Césarc and praying that she would give him the right information and not the wrong one, Although I did not complain if my dreams were erotic with him, somehow my body felt heavy and although I expected everyone to sleep and covered my little to relax my body and try to sleep and although I managed to have some nice orgasms thinking about it and so my body this relaxed I felt restless and spent the night awake but still felt that something was bothering me, my only way not to think badly was to train and remain strong.

It was the only way I had managed to be exhausted, to train until my body could not take it anymore, what I did not know was that Yue and Wei were watching me train all the time until almost dawn and from then on I would fall exhausted in my bedroom bed; After a week my body had improved from small injuries and falls from my training due to new movements, Wei and Yue decided to make a game so that the 3 of us could distract ourselves and think about other things, Yue bought a chouji game, I would play first with Wei and then with Yue and this way we could distract ourselves a little and if it was entertaining for the 3 of us and we could relax a little, Even though we couldn't copy our partners, we mentally missed them and told them about our day or how we felt, so I felt calm but still couldn't be calm because I had put my trust in someone who could have a dagger and stab me without me knowing it.

We decided to help him and tell him how we felt and how much we missed our partners and how much we wanted to be by his side and how we wanted to get back to our lives and work. Although we understood his depression very well and how many fights caused him to lose great friends. We knew very well what we were all exposed to when we wanted to destroy the evil of Metin and all the chaos it had caused. We had lost many important things such as the lives of many family members, although we would like to have a dignified burial and mourn our relatives we could not give ourselves that luxury, as each day lost was more death and more suffering for each of us.

We agreed to comfort him and let him cry for those friends that he has missed and loved so much, for the bonds created with each one of them, he knew that he drank to forget those horrors he saw, although imagining it hurt my heart but all of us by accepting to fix the world from this chaos knew the pain it would cause us in the long and short term. We accompanied him in his pain and we let him cry and name each friend and tell how he or she was and how special he or she was in his life, the leader of the Renegade Guild was his first friend since the beginning, he as a sub leader now had the responsibility to guide the Guild, his name was Nishimiya, Nishimiya's girlfriend called Chicapop24, and a girl who had been a little hurt called Soi Long, when we heard that we covered his mouth and I said

Me: as was his Nick. -pulling from pretending I didn't hear anything-

When he noticed that he said his real name, he excused himself and said

Dong: ah is called Sun-birth.

When I heard her name I said for me 'it is the same that Sakura told me' Yue and I saw each other to the face and I could only pretend that I did not know anything, I had learned the real surname of Césarc and although I was happy I understood that I had to keep silent for this secret as Yue and we both swore to keep this secret and to be able to keep them in our heart.

After seeing Dong asleep I decided to speak with Yue secretly and with an old promise of children we promised to take care of the people that were important for us, for the Sakura and for my Césarc and that really made me very happy since we both wanted to take care with all our being to the Long. We spent more than a week and we looked how Dong finally managed to recover and to return to be the one of before; I promised Dong to help him with the Guild and this way I learned, Wei managed to be the best sub Leader of her Guild and Yue a better leader, we never asked ourselves privately to be part of the Guilds since you had to pass certain tests to accede to the above mentioned guilds.

As we were the calmest, we decided to return to the city together and keep in touch with Dong even more, because of what happened where the ogres and the slight friction with the other cities. He warned us that he would try to risk killing the 9 tails and be able to upload his experience. When I returned, the only thing I wanted to do was to look for Césarc like crazy and be with him as much as I could and be able to be by his side and explain to him in detail what happened with Dong and let him meet my brothers with more familiarity and attachment to my family so that he could be more calm and be in contact with my brothers in case I could not be in contact with him. Every time I noticed that we were closer to the city I felt more calm and anxious in part, but I agreed to manage to stay calm and understand the pain as we looked back on the road home and promised to leave the tears behind and continue to fight for the person I loved.