Chapter

I know how many times I catch Joshua looking at me, when I glance at him I see him looking at me. Or maybe I'm drunk?

"Sam!"

I looked at Amira because she was calling me out loud. "Truth or Dare?" she asked.

Ha? I looked at the bottle that was facing me again. Again? "Truth"

Amira smiled as you thought she was so beautiful she thought she would asked me "Have you liked Joshua yet?"

Oh what a beautiful question.

I looked at the glass with wine but I thought I was just lying. She can't know that I liked her boyfriend until now. "No" I said while staring at Joshua.

He stopped to drink an wine and looked at me. His mouth curving with a slow half-smile. What a great looking piece of ass tsk.

"Liar" Joshua whispered softly.

Amira and I turned to Joshua at the same time so Amira immediately hit him. "Babe don't be like that" Amira laughed of what Joshua said "Sam will never like you " Amira looked at me "Right Sam?"

I suddenly feel sad but i managed to smile bitterly "Yes, his not my type. I hate rugged men"

Amira and I both laugh, the different is her laugh is true but mine is fake. She's my bestfriend and i try my best to be happy with her lovelife but i can't, because i like his boyfriend.

Joshua just stared at me so I widened my eyes because Amira might notice him staring at me. Is he drunk? He immediately frowned and then averted his eyes from me.

What his problem?

Amira get 1 Chardonnay the most expensive and popular wine in the US. How come she have this? and put in on the table. My god, I can't drink anymore because I've cheered a few times before.

"Amira let's stop drinking" I said

Amira's head shook me and at the same time took a glass in front of me and poured the wine. "It's my day, have fun and drink sis"

I could do nothing but stand up and go opposite Amira's refrigerator. Honestly, I really don't want to drink anymore, I'm sick and I'm dizzy and I don't understand what i feeling right now.

"Amira where's your milk?" i shout. When Amira is not responding to my question I look back and I see them kissing each other while one of Joshua's hands is holding Amira's waist.

Fuck. I hate that scene!

I don't know what to do, I don't know if I should go back to where I was before, I don't know if I should continue to look for that milk. So in the end I just didn't look for the milk and went back to my place earlier while THEY STILL KISSED.

I just took the bottle of wine and drank alone while preventing myself from crying in front of them. Just the pain because why in front of me? The pain of seeing that you crush for 6 years with an attractive woman and then your bestfriend.

I did not notice that I was about to run out of a bottle of Chardonnay while sniffing, Amira is also a bit drunk. I just looked at Joshua who slowly carried Amira towards the room.

I also stopped drinking because I was dizzy and my eyesight was doubling. I was about to get up when I almost fell down and someone catch me.

"Joshua?"

I thought he also slept next to Amira but not because he came back to me. Gosh even though I'm drunk I can feel the thrill and heartbeat of my heart. Shit he brought me back!

I brought my mouth close to his neck and at the same time I touched his lips slowly. I can also smell his scent. He still does not change the scent.

"Stop it" he said seriously.

I smell his neck again and try to bite it when his forefinger close on my lips.

"I said stop it Samantha, don't be naughty you're just drunk"

When we entered my room where Amira was, I tightened her grip on his neck. We stared at each other and i feel my cheeks was blushing. He was about to lower me when I spoke, causing him to stop what he was doing.

"Why do you hate nerds?" i asked because im curious.

He blinked once he fell on me in bed "Because i hate yohskwbsks"

I didn't hear his answer because im so very sleepy.

"Morning Sis, you woke up right, Joshua is preparing a breakfast"

I just give her a simple smile then go to her Kitchen where Joshua is, but Joshua does not bother to look at me.

"Amira where's your milk? I can't see here" I shouted.

"Inside the Cabinet! Please find it"

I went through the cabinets one by one, which was attached to the wall.

"Isn't that cold milk okay with you?" she asked after me.

"Yah it's okay" as long as there is milk because I'm not used to not milking in the morning.

The last Cabinet is near on Joshua, I hope it's there because that's the only one I haven't opened yet.

"Excuse me" I said softly to Joshua so he backed away a little from my seat.

It doesn't matter that the milk is in the third bag and I admit I can't reach it. I looked at Joshua while cooking but I control myself not to ask for help. I already squatty but i can't still get the milk.

When I touched the milk and I was about to get it I almost mapped out of balance. But Joshua catch me while his hand is on the back of my waist.

Wow proud.

Shining armor

I would not have wanted to leave his party when he spoke. "  I do cooking, and my cooking will burn"

So even though I didn't want to move, I did nothing but adjust and leave that position.

"Oh where is the milk?" Amira asked me.

I looked at myself and noticed that I was not carrying any milk. "I forgot" I just turned around and hit the plate right in my mouth.

I quickly grabbed my mouth because of the pain. I stared at Joshua who was also looking at me. Shit maybe my mouth is still swollen because of that plate.

"Sorry" Joshua said. I looked at him once and walked over to get the milk in the kitchen.

This is so pain really!