Chapter

I just felt like someone was shaking me, when I feel Amira's hand. "What?" i look at the clock and it's just 6:38 am. It woke up very quickly.

"Are you just going to leave? We will buy foods in town here"

"I'm still sleepy" I complained, because all night I thought about what Joshua said that I was the one he suddenly thought of last night. I almost left Joshua last night at the beach because he might have something else to say.

"Okay then, Joshua will be left here with you"

I quickly sit and look at her "What?" he looked at Joshua's bed which is why I also looked on there. Poor Joshua he seems so cold.

"He still sleeping, he might be in a bad mood when I wake him up" Amira said softly to me.

"I'm sorry" I was about to get up when she pushed me horizontally.

"You're still sleeping, we're good Axcel with me later. Beside you say you're still sleepy?"

Even if I really want to stand on my bed in case Amira insists, she just wants us to be left here. And shit I don't know what will happen to us again in case he wake up.

"All right, be careful" Amira turned her back on me when I said "Hurry up ah" I said. She's nod then leave. I hope they are just fast.

I cooked egg, ham and hotdog when Joshua say something at the back. "Where are the two?" he was awake, I was suddenly nervous.

"Go to town to buy food" i directly said. "You'll be here first" I hope he agree because I would just take my hair tie because it flies everywhere else.

"Why?"

"I'll just tie my hair" ugh next time I get a haircut because I'm really annoying. The big obstacle is always with me.

"Where are you tied up?"

I glanced at her and looked back at what I was cooking. "In my.." I could not continue what I was about to say because I realized that it was in the pocket of my short in the back. Fuck. So I just took it but he snatched it from my hand.

"Why didn't you say it was there?" bigdeal? I just don't want to touch his hand on my ass, maybe I feel horny again in no time, I hope not.

"It doesn't matter anymore" I looked at my rope and tried to get it from him "That's mine! You'll be here first for what I'm doing I'll just tie it" I begged. But he seemed to hear nothing and turned me away from him.

I just felt his fingers sticking to my neck which made my hair stand on end. Shit, is this it?

After he tied me up, I prepared our breakfast. We both sit here in the dining area that you thought we were a couple. But of course it's just my imagination.

"Why did you run after me last night?" he asked while im eating.

"I fell asleep suddenly" i reasoned.

"Okay"

Until I finished eating I ignored him. He was the one who put away what we ate so I better just watch TV, the case he suddenly stepped aside so I moved a little to get a little away from him reason for him to look at me.

"What's your problem?" he asked seriously. I quickly shook my head at him.

He approached my seat so I sat down again, he looked at me again, and I accidentally turned my gaze on him.

"Nothing really?"

I blinked, wouldn't he notice that I was so far away so he wouldn't come any further? "I feel awkward when you here around of me, that's it" I admit while taking a deep breath, God please guide us.

"Why?" and then he came again with almost his arm already attached on my arm.

"Maybe you can kiss me again"

He chuckled and looked at the TV, then looked at me again "Why? do you want to repeat again?"

Damn this man, he has too much confidence to ask me that thing. If he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, maybe I will answer YES to him. But since he already has a girlfriend I answer "No, never"

This time he laughed while stared at me. "Why?"

"Look Joshua .." I glared at him "Amira is my bestfriend"

He raised his left eyebrow "So?"

I slapped his face but not so hard. "What? so? Think okay, your girlfriend is my bestfriend and I don't want us to fight just because of you. Please just let me go, i know you just only feel horny to me"

He was silent for a few minutes and he suddenly laughed as if you thought there was no tomorrow, and he was really holding his stomach with so much fun.

"I'm fucking serious here Joshua"

"I never feel horny to you Samantha"

Did he call me by my name? He called me Samantha for the first time. Shit I suddenly fell in love with his smile, but no, Jesus Christ let me focus this man. I can't be too fragile in front of him.

I would have gone away again when he pulled me horizontally on the sofa. Shit how do I get under him? Mygod. Nooooo! "What else?" I'm annoyed, what else is he going to do to me?

"But I feel something when I looked at you, like this" He stared at me so hard that I almost melted under his stares.

"Are you having fun of me?"

He frowned "No"

"Then why did you do this to me?" I looked at his lips that were very red and in his eyes as if he wanted to say something. I wanted to get out of our position but he would not let me go. "Let me go. They might come"

"Samantha" his voice was so softly when he said may name. Gosh! He tortured me.

"What?"

He stared at me for a moment before he lowered his gaze to my lips on my neck to my chest and as soon as he looked at my raised dress I immediately pulled him out causing him to look back at my face.

"Tell me the truth, what do you want from me?" because i feel he feel horny again on me. I mean why he didn't do this in Amira, why he only did this to me? Why?

"I want to kiss you"

"What? N-" but before i finish my words, his lips touch on mine.

Jesus Christ, he does not know what he is doing, you can take him now. Amen.