My Childhood's Past

"Do you have friends? Even just one?" that question. Why did she asked that type of question.

Well I used to have a friend. A childhood friend to be exact.

I answered her very honestly, "The truth is I don't have many friends but yes just one. Why would you ask?" my last question to her.

"No offense okay but I don't see you as of having friends at the moment." she answered me immediately.

"Yeah it's true. I don't look like it but at the very least I could share my own view of how to make friends. Well I used to have a childhood friend."

I said those word then continued, "But since middle school she made friends of her own and I encouraged her to make new friends so that is why I let her go. At that moment our friendship was over so that is why I don't have friends until now."

"That's... " she said sadly. "Yes I know it hurts but why are you laughing all of a sudden?!"

She then laughed a bit and came to tears and continued, "Well you know sometimes in life you have to let go of the past and move on to the future. It's not all of the time you have to keep on dwelling on the past but instead dwell on the future."

She is right and wrong at the same time. Actually I had a hard time accepting that event like not talking to your only friend.

And plus you have to keep your distance for the sake of your childhood friend. For her sake.

But, she has a point there. In fact a big point because its not all the time you should keep on dwelling on your past.

What's the point of you can't rewrite that particular event in your life?

And plus we should dwell on the future more and enjoy your youth more so that at the end of the day you can say you have done everything you could in your current life.