Chapter Forty Four. Mature scene ahead. If you wish to avoid reading it, skip till the part marked with starts ****. Anyway , happy reading.

Zawadi watched Lucas carefully as he lay her down on the bed. He lowered his mouth to hers, capturing her lips in passionate kiss.

He slowly kissed down her neck, moving closer and closer towards her chest. When she let out a gentle moan, he took that as an encouragement from her.

Then he moved to her soft swell, nipping gently. He smirked when he felt her fret under him, almost as if she was trying to wake up from a dream.

She gasped and jumped slightly when he moved his mouth to the soft sensitive skin under her breast.

Her moans and heavy breathing soon covered the rather quiet room, awakening in him the need to please, the need to drive her further into the abyss of pleasure he had plunged her into.

Lowering his hands to her wet fold, he let two of his fingers enter her. And she moaned, half in pleasure, half in pain from the intrusion.

Soon after her body started moving with his fingers that were now deep inside her, she arched her back when he curled his fingers inside her.She moaned his name loudly reaching her peak.

Breathing heavily, she laid back on the bed, a huge smile on her face.

"That was wonderful "she commented, her hands covering her heart that galloped like a wild horse.

"I am not done yet Cupcake " he said smugly, laughing slightly at her confused expression.

He moved his hands slowly, opening her legs wider. He positioned himself between her legs, all the while studying her face.

"I am virgin, so go easy on me "she blurted out, a blush covering her face

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"Don't worry, I will "he said looking into her eyes as if asking for permission, which she granted him by giving him a nod "This may hurt a bit" he told her then laid a kiss on her lips.

She gave him another silent nod, her limbs heavier than she could bare to move. She moaned painfully when he slid into her slowly, whispering sweet nothings in her ear.

They moved together in rhythm, their bodies moulded together until they reached their peaks., Coming down from their high, Zawadi shifted, laying half of her weight on Lucas.

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"That was wonderful. I love you " he commented.

"Yes, it was. I love you " she agreed. Her head positioned on his chest, listening to his heart beat.

Go to sleep, cupcake, you must be tired" he cooed, kissing her forehead.

"Hmmm" she agree and snuggled closer to him before falling asleep.

Zawadi's body ached. An ache she gladly welcomed. An ache that reminded her of the night she had spent with Lucas. The night that had lasted till dawn. He had woken her up again and again for another round.

Not that she was complaining, she loved every second of it.

Wanting to hold him once more, she turned to his side and stretched her arms. She quickly opened her eyes when she found the bed cold.

He wasn't there. He had left, and from the looks of it he had the left the bed for quiet some time judging by his cold side.

What if he didn't like what happened last night? What if he regrets it? What if he only used me? questions run through her mind, questions she had no answers to.

'very well, if it meant so little to him, then why should it mean so much to me. If he doesn't care then I don't care either' she told herself. Then striping out of his shirt, she went to shower.

Zawadi bit into her breakfast angrily. After thinking about everything that had happened, she decided that only one emotion was suitable for the situation, anger.

She heard the door open, followed by footsteps that were coming towards her. But she remained seated, angrily chewing on her food. She didn't even stop when Lucas enveloped her in a hug from backwards.

"Morning, Cupcake" he greeted, kissing down her neck.

She, however stayed quiet .

"Is something wrong? " he asked, his eyebrows knitted in confusion.

"No, nothing is wrong. Everything is perfectly fine " she said in a high pitched Voice.

Taken a back by her out burst, Lucas sat himself in beside her then lifted her up to sit on his lap.

"Something is bothering you. Tell me, did I do something wrong? " he asked curiously.

The truth was that Lucas had never been this afraid.

Of what? He wasn't sure.

Maybe he was afraid that she regretted what had happened between them the previous night, or that she had decided to leave him, for good this time.

Heavens knew how guilty he felt for taking her the previous night, knowing full well that she had been intoxicated.

However, his guilt hadn't been the reason why he had left before she awoke. He wanted to arrange a surprise for her. Maybe then she would be convinced that he had no bad intentions , especially after their night of passion.

But did he regret taking her? No. It had been the most wonderful night of his life. A feeling that would never match up to any other, he knew.

"Come on cupcake, tell me" he drew her closer to his chest and nibbled on her ear.

"I woke up and you were gone. The bed was cold. I didn't know what to think. Last night might have meant nothing to you, but it meant so much to me. And.. " she broke into tears. "And when I turned to your side to hold you once more, you were gone" she cried.

How had he not thought of it? He knew the kind of woman she was. He had seen her response to tenderness, her joy whenever he gifted her a flower, or a dress.

"Forgive me Cupcake. I should have thought about it. I am sorry. But last night meant a lot to me too. It was the best night of my life, I assure you. Don't ever think of it as a mistake, okay. I love you . You are it for me" he said.

"Show me" she whispered so lowly, he barely heard her.

"What" he asked confused.

"Show me, show me how much I mean to you " she repeated loud enough for him to hear.

"Gladly" he said with a grin then proceeded to do just that.