January_101

"They did it again Rem...I was already having a bad mental day then this happens. I think Patton noticed but the other three didn't. I hate this Remy, I hate this empty broken feeling...I feel broken. Janus and Remus weren't there to help, you weren't there to help and if Patton noticed he didn't help. No one was there to help while they broke me, while they insulted my work and ideas lowering my mental health even more. I'm tired of being hurt, when will I be able heal? When can I get better? Am I broken?"

Prince Charming

I hung up collapsing against the wall. Sliding down I pulled my legs up to my chest as tears flowed down my face.


I summoned the dragon witch plushie hugging it to my chest.


There was a knock on the door, "Go away!"


The creek of a door made my head shoot up. Remus stood there holding Janus by his upper sleeve, a stern look on his face.


"I don't know what happened today but you two need to talk and make up." He sighed his face softening, "Have you talked to Remy yet?"


That just caused more tears to fall. My hand flew to my mouth trying and failing to cover the sobs that racked my body. Janus closed the door before he and Remus ran over kneeling in front of me.


"The d-doc-doctors don't know i-if she'll m-make it!"


I hugged the small purple plush tighter as I began to shake.


"I'll be right back Ro, in the meantime you two need to talk about whatever happened."


He pulled out his phone and left. I turned to Janus who was staring at the floor.


"I'm s-sorry, I d-don't know why I sa-said w-what I did hon-honestly. It's l-like I wasn't i-in control of my b-body. I'm s-so sorry."


"It's alright Ro. I'm sorry too I shouldn't have called you the evil twin. By the way Banana conda? Creative, I like it."


He bit his lip looking away before slowly nodding. I stood up and walked into my little angel's room. The red brown curtains were pulled back, bed made and plushie corner organized. I walked across the brown tile flooring sitting on her bed. I set the dragon witch down tracing the grey x stitching design  that adores her comforter.


"I want my baby. I want to hold her and tell her bedtime stories. I want to make cookies together and go visit the dragon witch. I want my little girl back…"


Janus sat next to me running a hand up and down my back.


I buried my head in my hands as more tears cascaded down my cheeks. We sat in silence for a few minutes the only noise being my sniffling.


"Bittery, jittery, and not very glittery…"


 "Well we can't have that now can we gurl?"


My head snapped up to see my husband's smiling face.


"Rem? I thought you were at the hospital?"


"Remus said he'd stay the night so I can take care of you."


He walked over, sat down, and pulled me onto his lap facing him. He brushed hair out of my face before wiping the tears away.


"I want my baby Rem, I want my little girl back…"


"I know RoRo I want her too but we have to wait now."


"She passed out from exhaustion and from her heart rate being too high."


"She stopped breathing…" I whispered barley loud enough to be heard.


"She's breathing love...the heart monitor was low but it was beeping."


"I am too Ro but there's nothing we can do...how about we go get some food? You haven't eaten yet."


"It hurts Remy and I don't want to force food down."


"I know Ro, I know it hurts and you don't want to but I don't want to lose you...please for me. Even if it's something small."


"He's right Roman, you need to eat before it gets worse…"


I nodded tightening my grip around Remy not moving. 


He chuckled a little, "Do you want me to carry you down there."


Janus laughed as he got up walking out of Crystal's bedroom. Remy stood up and I wrapped my legs around his waist laying my head on his shoulder. We walked downstairs and Remy sat down at the table.


Chapter Five