Chapter 3: Coming back is a BAD IDEA!!

Mai POV

I just finished showering so I got dressed. I just wore a simple shirt at the top, at the bottom I wore a black fitted jeans and a boots. I also put on a little perfume then I left the room. I'm really not in the mood to dress well right now so just forgive me. And besides even though I look like this, I know that I'm still gorgeous.

Right?

Well yeah. I know. (smirk)

"My lady where are you going?" Manang Lusiel asked. I met her on the stairs while I was going down.

[ Tsk. What a nosy old lady] I said in mind.

" I think its none of your business." I said in a cold tone that seems surprise her.

[Tss]

" W-Will you not eat first? Y-you didn't eat when you arrived. "He said a little hesitantly. I also saw sadness in her eyes. But..

I don't give a damn.

" Thanks but no thanks, I'm fine. Is the car ready?" I said changing the subject. I don't want them to show concerns towards me.

coz,

I FUCKING HATE IT!!

I'm not a baby anymore. I don't need their so called 'SYMPATHY' I hate their FAKE concerns. I want to throw up watching their fake acts. And one more thing. I'm NOT a WEAKLING for her to worry.

TSK.

"Yes my lady. Butler Lee is waiting for you downstairs." She said.

Before I took a bath earlier, I told this old person to prepare the car because I have an meeting.

Because I'm not really in the mood right now, I just walked away with out saying a word.

" Take care My lady." she said.

I just raised my right hand as an answer.

Tsk

I'm tired talking to her.

"My lady." Mr.Lee said when he saw me.

"The Fun." I said then I passed him.

I deliberatel open the car door then I went inside. He also hurriedly went inside the car and started the engine.

Were on our way to The Fun.

Tahimik lang ako sa loob habang nagiisip-isip.

I'm just setting here silently. Wondering if I can last staying in this place. In a few hours stay here I feel like I want to go back to Korea. I don't really want to be here. I hate being here.

But I don't have a choice.

Aside from hating this place, I really can't stop thinking about that person.

That precious person. His very important to me. I'm nothing with out him. I will do everything I could just to protect him. Even if it caused my life.

Because his the person...

That I love.

Well, I'm just kidding.

The truth is his the only person that my older brother left. His blood and flesh.

Isn't it obvious?

His my brother's only child. His son...

His son that he didn't even know he has one.

He did not know,

because of the foolish action of our parents.

If we can really call them parents.

=__=)

It is not appropriate for them to be called 'PARENTS'. They don't deserve that.

Because they are EVIL. They thought of nothing else but their welfare and the development of the company. They deprived us of our right.

Our right...

To be happy. And our right..

To be free.

When I was a child my life became very sad and miserable. Not just because I'm always alone, but because my parents manipulated me. Thinking that I'm a robot who will follow what ever they say.

Studies and training. That my daily routine. The reason why I never had a chance to play, chat with others and especially make friends.

But everything changed when I meet Kenji, my halfbrother. I used to think I was just an only child, but I was wrong. Because I have an older brother. At first I was scared.

I was afraid that he might not accept me and I was afraid that he might hate me even more. Because I found out that we ruined their family and because of us he lost her mother.

I used to have a lot of fear and doubt, but all of that gradually disappeared when I stepped into the Zanzenin mansion. Kenji accepted me wholeheartedly and without hesitation. He showed me pure goodness.

I did not expect it. Because of that I never regret meeting him. In fact I'm very grateful and thankful that I have a brother like him. Because of him little by little my boring life change.

Because of him I learned how to make friends. And because of him my life become happier when I meet Ryo, his friend.

My happiness that time is endless. But I was wrong. All pleasure is really limited. Because the two people I value are taken away from me.

My brother ....

My poor brother...

He was mercilessly KILLED by people I did not know. And to make matters worse, he was killed right in front of me. They are so evil. My older brother was kind and very responsible. So why did they do that to him?

Why?

Of all people why him?

What did he do?

I why they didn't bother to kill me instead?

Am I that worthless?

All of that question is running in my mind.

I blamed myself for his death, because I did nothing to save him. Even THEM, our parents did nothing to save him. It was too late for me to know, that they were the ones who did the sudden attack on Zanzenin Mansion. Even Ryo was killed and because of that I started to HATE them. I disgust them. That's why I promised myself ....

If I had done nothing to protect Kenji before .... Now I will do everything I can to protect the people who are important to him, especially his only child.

Because of those memories that suddenly entered my mind, I didn't realize that there was hot water dripping from my eyes. I immediately wiped it with my hands then I slowly calmed myself down.