Chapter 9

This Is Not Goodbye

We walk to the front, all of Fenox's family stand in front of him including Ellie. They all have wings except Ellie, all their wings are emerald. My family stands in front of me and behind them they're dozens of angels with different color wings. I walk up to Haniel and Anex, Haniel's family stand with him with ruby wings. My son, Anex, wings are gold, as mine, I go up to Anex he hugs me, "I love you very much mom" I let a tear go "hurry back!!! Ok" I smile "I'll always run back for you". I go up to my sons' father "Haniel son of Raphael, I trust you will keep him safe" he hugged me "you know I will, or you will come and end me" we laugh. I continue "I have to hide you guys, obviously I won't let anything happen to Anex". I now pull over Alvis, who has black wings." You will go with them, son of Uriel". I hold his hand I get really close, I touch his face and he looks in confusion, a tear runs down my cheek "I'm sorry, you must go with Haniel and Anex, you and your family". We are face to face, he grabs my face and kisses me softly on the forehead, the floor cracks a little. Alvis looks at me and whispers in my ear "I will see you soon". The wolves came, with yellow eyes Haniel and his family got on them. The cheetah approached Anex "Eamon" Anex hugged him and got on. Last but not least comes the cougar, Alvis taps him "Boman", he gets on, his family get on the rest of the cougars, I grab Alvis hands and my family joins in. "dear Creator" I speak in mind "take them somewhere I can't see and neither can the enemy, keep them save from my view and when the time is right, I shall return". They disappear I cry, the world shakes, Fenox runs to me, he sees blood in my eyes. "Ausra" I put my finger over his lips, "it has to happen this way and I will now show you why". Ausra walks forward to Fenox's family.

I'm now holding Ellie's hand looking at her intensely. "Fenox, you have a family to take care of, Ellie is pregnant with your son". Fenox eyes widened, I continued "as you know where your blood line comes from you must protect them". Ellie spoke "how did you know?" I looked back "I just do". Fenox goes up to Ellie and kisses her "I love you", he says and he looks at me "I get it, thank you". I look at my tiger "Cayden and Barin" they both step forward, Fenox's and my tiger, "I'm sorry Cayden, you have to protect Ellie into I get back" Cayden shakes her head yes as she nibbles me, "I love you too Cayden and I will be back before you know it". Fenox comes up to me he whispers, "thank you". The tigers, cheetahs, bears, leopards, and gorillas step forward. The people the Creator chose to live appear, they look confused, Fenox steps forward "you have been chosen by the Creator to start over again, we are your protectors, the angels and animal stood in a circle around them. I stepped forward "the world has been taken over by greed, lust, and hate. Love has saved you, the fact that you have chosen to love over hate, lust and greed. You, yourselves have chosen to keep humanity going by choosing to uplift and do the right thing no matter how much it hurts". I started seeing tears in some people's eyes "I know how tough it has been, if it wasn't for you, each and every one of you, humanity would have ended today. The Creator made us to love as well as create from love and not hate. The destroyer set greed in our leaders, going forward there will be no leaders, you will work together. If you choose greed, lust and hate, humanity will end for good, like the dinosaurs". I looked around, people appreciate each other much more with humanity at stake. "You will go to a sheltered island, protected from the damage to come, the world will rebuild. Fenox will help in your protection for now on". I look up and speak to the Creator, "take them where you wish", they all disappear and wake up in and island, filled with everything they need to survive. Very beautiful island, palm trees, fresh water, fruit and vegetables. Someone finally spoke "time to rebuild" they start making plans to build homes for their families.

The angels are all here with Fenox and I. "Ausra, we are here" the angels reply, I look at Fenox, my warriors completely trained for battles. I look at my warriors "after battle if you guys want to go home, you can. If you want to stay for a while, I have designed a land for angels, as you know we are not allowed to intervene unless directed by the Creator". I look at Fenox, I hold his hand "follow Fenox, I have to go fight a different battle as the world regenerates". One of my angels steps forward "can some of us come with you" I look at her "Rani, you can't come with me, this mission is beyond dangerous" she hugs me "are we ever going to see you again?" I look back at her "I will be back Rani and we will fight together, my sister" Rani smiles "go kick some ass" we all laughed, Rani looks at me "I love you" I looked back "I love you too". She walks off with her pink diamond wings. "Fenox will join you to protect the land the Creator has made in protection of the worlds recreation". I take one last look at all these warrior angels. "Fenox has part of me, and has my powers" they all gasp, "he is just as wise if not wiser than me, he comes from the blood line of the Creator's son, meaning he has extra skills I don't have". They all bow to Fenox "Fenox girlfriend, by now Fenox soon to be wife sounds ok" Fenox laughs "Ellie should be protected at all cost, this baby should be born in safety". Fenox looks at me, I go to him, "when the time comes these animals will take you to the garden of Eden, which is where they are from, and where they will retreat to after this war. They will shield and protect your family, they need to stay and you must come back after the birth of your child". Fenox looked at me "who will protect my family?" I respond "Alvis and the animals, he will be relocated when the time comes, you can all now talk to Creator and hear his response as I will be unable to hear him, I will give all you the availability to hear him. Fenox you can sense evil, I was born with that ability and is one I can now share with Fenox". Fenox now understood a lot, every time demon came towards him or me, is the evil he sensed. "I have been able to give you my abilities, even the ones I was born with, and you have your own abilities from the Creator's son". I stepped back "sorry, it's time to go, except for you Fenox", all my warriors come in together and give me a group hug. I step back one more time and I look up at the Creator. Letting him know they are ready, he reunites them with the saved humans and the animals from the garden of Eden.

It's just Fenox and I now looking intensely at each other going back into my dad's home, who is now with the others. We sit down in the front porch, "I can't stand 100 percent behind this, is not fair to you Ausra". I looked at Fenox "I was built for this" he laughed "you aren't the Creator of wars daughter are you?" I laughed "good try but no, you will know soon and it will all make sense". Fenox continues "Alvis?" I let a tear come down "he doesn't love me" Fenox thought back to when he was in heaven "she will find love through war" he thought in his head then he spoke out loud "maybe he'll change his mind, war can bring love out of people". I look at Fenox perfection and think of all the times he stood by my side without questioning me. I remembered the first time we met, the time we made love, the time I walked away, the time we became friends again, the reflection talks we had, to him coming to the hospital, and all that lead us here. He played with my hair for a while as if he'll never see me again. "It could have ended differently" he whispered "no it couldn't have" I whispered back, there are souls, I have to save, the ones that sold their souls to the destroyer, with the belief their families would be safe, I can only open the underworld through pain, and I've never felt as much pain as being human". Fenox looks at me "the underworld Ausra, by yourself!!! There's no connection to paradise from the underworld" I took his hand and let my calmness active his "I won't be alone" he relaxed "promise, I'll see you again" he breathed peaceful "you think you have a choice" he laughed. I got up, the sky turned red with thunder Fenox and I walk out of safe land, I look up at the Creator one more time before I could acknowledge Fenox hugs me. A tear falls down his eyes "I'm so sorry, I wish things were different and I could take your pain away". I let a tear down "you did take my pain away, you gave me the peace I was very desperately searching for, as humanity kept imposing and taking my peace away As well as giving me pain. I tried so hard to keep going, but there's just too much evil in people and they are so blind they can't see it, I couldn't save them". Fenox kisses my forehead and holds me one more time "what happens when you come back, are we killing the people who didn't make it" I look at Fenox no " the demons will solve the problem they created all the ones that imposed on free will, my team with fight them, your team will then come down from heaven and defend the ones saved". He looked at me with confusion "I have a team" I pull him away a little "yes, the creator sons' team will now protect you, he has a team dedicated to your family". He looked at me "come back alive" I look at him "not every battle is to be won just the war". I lean forward towards Fenox, he catches the look in my eyes. I tip my toes to get height, he leans down to meet me halfway. He lightly puts his hands on my face and I hold his wrist for support. I whisper "I love you" he doesn't respond, he simply softly puts his lips on mine. I let a tear come down and I push him away. I look at the sky one more time Fenox disappears, he goes with the others and his family.

The dark red sky proceeds I start to go in my memories, I felt the pain of the past remembering saying no and crying as a child. Remembering all the hurtful moments, being told I wasn't loved, to remembering having to fight the friends I trusted and betrayed me, to remembering not being good enough. Now I think of Fenox, I fall to my knees the floor completely breaks making stairs, the thought of me walking away from him because I didn't know how to be loved after the constant blows in life. Knowing if I let him in and he walked away, all my faith will disappear as well as I would lose myself. The fire now lights the stairs. My last feel of pain, falling for Alvis unexpectedly and the last rejection I was willing to deal with. My tears turned to blood and followed the fire. The memory of Alvis telling me he wasn't the one for me, and the memory of lying next to him on what use to be my bed. The feeling of feeling loved, the warmth and the truth of our feelings not matching. I let out a scream as the gate appears. The gates open, demons fly lose, my blood disappears, I look up snow falls the Creator spoke to me one last time "I'm sorry, I'm sorry you had to go through that pain and loneliness, I am sorry for what my creation has done to you". My eyes turn gold, my veins glow gold, my knife appears. I look up "people don't think of the pain they bring, and what happened in between Fenox and I isn't his fault". I let the snow touch my face, I love snow, "I haven't felt anything since Fenox, I needed to hurt". I looked at the Creator he replied, "you won't hurt no more". I smiled I know, my time, is coming soon, and I can finally feel peace for eternity. My father stood by the Creator, my biological dad. "Some of us were born to show others they are blessed" my dad said "is what you told that horrible boy you dated when he asked you why you were so stubborn and you actually let out every bad memory as he stood there, held you, and finally got it." I shook my head wiped my tears, opened the gates, demons flew out as I went in, "at least is warm down here" I smiled at my dad and Creator, I walk into the flames prepared for my war.

Chapter 9 Inspired By: Evanescence - My Immortal