AREN'S POV:
(Cold Aura)
She's smiling again, such a sweet smile of her. I hope, that smile will last long. A long time has passed that I couldn't see her. But now, she's there smiling cheerfully like there's nothing happened. I just couldn't take on what happened before. As her best friend, I let her suffer alone. I'm such an idiot. I'm just scared on that day. That she's never going to wake up. I tried to forget her. Because I don't want to see her suffer, that's why I go in a faraway place, far away from her.
But now, now that she's here. Smiling, being scared and make some friends. I'm jealous that I'm not the one who made her smile and laugh. But it's my fault. If I didn't stay away from here, stayed by her side and hold her hand. She wouldn't forget me.
If she could, she would cling at me like a Koala and never let go, unless she saw me, smiling. That's her one and only request, every time that I'm like this. 'Cause she said to me before '*cheerfully* Aren-ren, you're much cuter when you smile. You know? Even if you hate the world, I know that you love me. And I love you, too. I promise that I will stay by your side and remember any memories that we share.
Remember? Remember any memories that we shared? If you only remembered me, I'm sure that you're going to cry in front of me while begging for forgiveness. Yana, you forget about me. But it's not your fault. It's MY fault.
"I'm sorry, for not staying by your side while you're in pain in a very long time." *tear falls down* "But now, I promise that I will never leave by your side and protect you from any danger and from that memories."
She suddenly looked towards me when I said those words. She smiled at me. The smile I saw before. Before, when we were together and promised to be together, forever.
It's been 3 days, since Yana always followed the other black velvet's student. She wants to be noticed by them. Just like she always did before. It means that, she wanted to be friends with them. She's already closed to Miles and to those three idiot guys. She's currently following the other three guys, but she do not know where to start to. She's so cute.
"Why you're always following me?" The guy suddenly exclaimed angrily. Wearing a slipper with mickey mouse' color.
Tch. Just try to make Yana cried. *wave scattered* *glared*
"Ah-ano, Namae wa nan desu ka?" –Yana said, while smiling sweetly.
"What are you saying?" Mr. Mickey Mouse', exclaimed.
"Ah. It means, what is your name?" She explained.
"What if I don't say my name?" He seriously said.
"Then, I'm going to keep following you." She happily explained. "And even if you don't give your name to me, I will know right away." *sharp look*
"What are you doing?!" Mr. Mickey Mouse angrily said.
I come closer at Yana's side. Just in case, if that guy will do something bad to Yana. I don't like him. The way he looked at her. Tch.
She just looked intently at the left chest part of Mr. Mickey Mouse, while she's pointing her index finger to her lips.
"Xion-san, even if you didn't say your name to me. I will know it right away." –She cheerfully said.
"If you'll know it right away, why are you still asking for it?" –Mr. Mickey. He turned away after he said it.
"No, it's not that." *comes closer* "I mean. If someone really wanted to become friends with others, name is not a hindrance at all. I just want to be friend with you, Xion-san *smile*." –Yana
"Whatever. Do what you want." –Xion. That's what his name is.
He goes up stair without even looking at her. I looked at her, she's smiling. And she became the 'flash', again. She goes at her next target.
Her next target is watching a television. Yana suddenly comes closer at him and looked intently at his left chest.
"Whoa!" The unknown guy exclaimed. I don't know him yet. "What are you doing?" While the guy doubted to Yana's action.
Yana slowly looked at the guy's face. "Yhoun-san., let's be friend, please. *smile*"
"Do-don't get to-too close to my face." –Yhoun, that's what Yana's said his name.
He leaned back slowly as if he's avoiding Yana's gaze, but Yana continued to trap him using her gaze. "Please, Yhoun-san. I just want to be friend with you. It's not that bad, right?" She happily said, again.
Some minutes passed by. Yhoun suddenly lift his two hands to pushed Yana away from him.
"Okay. Okay. Just don't get too close to my face." He said with his eyes close.
Wait! He pushed Yana away using his two hands? I looked clearly on the position of his hands. Yana just freeze to shock while looking to Yhoun's two hands that's on her, bo-boobs?
"You!" –Miles and Me.
He looked at were his hands is and that's just the time he know that his hands are on Yana's bosom. A blood suddenly gashing from his nose because of shocked. And he looked at Yana with a boiling red face. Yana still can't move on her feet and her face is flushed red.
"Sorry!" He then got his hands off to Yana's bosom and stand impulsively. He looked at us. "I di-didn't mean to *looked away* touched her big boobs!!!!!" Then he ran away from us.
Miles tried to catch him when she processed the words that Yhoun said. He just said 'big boobs', it means he really feels it all. Ahhh!!!
"Do you want us to kill him? It's okay I'm going to do it for free." *sharp look* *dark wave scattered*
"No. Aren-san, it's bad." She said with her face as flushed as red.
"Then, you're going to let him slip away on what he just did?" I angrily asked her.
"Aren-san, it was just an accident." She said seriously.
"Hey! I didn't really mean to do it. Spare me." The perverted guy said while running away from Miles.
They just like playing merry-go-round. Miles was trying to catch him while holding a chief knife. Miles is on the kill-mode.
"You!!! Don't run!!! If I catch you, you'll know what I'm going to do to you. You fucking pervert!!!" –Miles
After a minute, the two guys came in while exchanging death glares to each other. But their attention caught Yhoun and Miles, who are running in circles. They approached Yana, maybe to ask something.
"Yana-san, what are they doing?" –Kenta.
"Uhm..." She's just looking at Yhoun and Miles. "Miles-san!" She suddenly ran to Miles to stop her.
The two guys looked at me, as if they wanted some answers. I just shrug my shoulder and looked away. Because I think I'll definitely get the chainsaw inside my uniform.
"Hey! Yana! Just tell them that I didn't mean to touch your biggy boobs!" –Yhoun.
*sharp look*
"Biggy boobs?! *death glare*" –Kenta & Carter.
"Hey! Why are you two as well? Stop it! Hey!" –Yhoun.
They cornered him. Yana can't do anything about it so she was just standing at the back. *Pluckk* *boggshh* *bogshhh*
The door opened and one of our classmates entered. But, he didn't take a single glimpse to us. He just sat at the sofa and read a book.
We didn't even eat for lunch. And I'm really hungry. I just let those three beat that perverted guy.
"Please stop it already!" Yana is about to cry when she said those words.
"Just let them be, Yana. So, they can punish that perverted guy." -*cold*
"No! It's my fault. I just want to be friend with him, so I always followed him wherever he went to. Until that thing happened. And all of it was just an accident." Yana said with her head bowed.
"But, he still held your bo-. Uh! Nevermind." –Carter
"Don't worry, Yana. We're just going to punish him a little." –Miles.
"But-." –Yana.
"Ahhh!!!! Stop It!" –Yhoun. "I don't have a choice but to fight back." He angrily said and fight back those two three idiots.
Yana goes to our other classmate to ask for help. She's asking for help to him. But, he didn't answer her. He just silently sat at the sofa like he's on his own world. He didn't even dare to answer her.
"But, Yoojun-san. Stop them, onegai..." She said with her weak voice. [onegai-please]
Shit. I need to stop them. Are they not feeling exhausted? Yhoun doesn't really on the bad side. 'Cause it was just an accident. And I understand it now.
Since birth, we're really the best of friends. I'm the only one who will know if she's hiding something from me. I will know right away if she's going to have a fever or allergies. She's always crying if I fight back at the other people who are bullying her and when I had an injury because for fighting back for her. She's going to ask for forgiveness nonstop while crying, until she falls asleep.
And now, I sense something. She didn't eat for dinner and she also needs to take all of her medicines, at the exact time. She's prohibited to situation like this, like no stress at all. That's why I stop hurting Yhoun, she got so much stressed because of it.
"Hey. Are you going to stop that or--." I suddenly get the chainsaw hidden at the sofa to stop them.
"A-aren-san--." –Yana.
"No, Yana. I'll handle this. You have to rest." I know that she's tired already. I can feel her breath.
"Okay. We'll stop." –Miles.
They really stop the fights and sat at the different spot of the sofa, with their wide gaps from each other. Yana, ask for forgiveness to them one by one.
Especially, Yoonjun. That was just sitting comfortably at the sofa while reading his book.
"Yoonjun-san...I'm really sorry for disturbing you...*gasp*" She said with her weak voice.
Why her breathing is not normal? Is it because she's already tired? Don't tell me---
*THUG*
YANA'S POV:
Why can't they understand? I already explained to them, right? They are hurting each other, because of me. Again, this is happening.
Why is there that I want to do, something bad happened? I need to stop this. But they're not listening to me. What do I need to do? *teary eyed*
Suddenly, a guy entered and comfortably sat at the sofa while reading his book. He's one of our classmates, Kim Yoojun. I just know him, because he's just somewhat familiar to me. I just think that I knew him before
I go near at him to ask for help. I looked at him for a little while. He's just silently reading his book, without even look at me. A normal guy will stop this ruckus right away if that fight were disturbing him. Or worst, he's going to fight back because their disturbing him. But, Yoojun. Yoojun, is not like that guy. More like, he did not want to be disturb or to disturb someone either.
"Uhm-ano, Yoojun-san. Sorry to disturb, but can you lend me a hand for a minute?" I said weakly.
"Don't bother me. It's not my problem anyway." He said with a low and serious voice while reading a thick book.
"But, Yoojun-san. Stop them, onegai..." [onegai-please]
I suddenly felt dizzy. Not now, please. I have to stop them. Even Yhoun-san is fighting back.
I can't take it anymore. If this goes on, I might lose my consciousness. And I don't want that to happen. I don't want them to know that I'm a frail girl. *breath heavily* *gasp*
"Hey. You'll going to stop it or--." –Aren-san suddenly got a chainsaw out from the sofa.
How did a chainsaw got here in a full security school? It is prohibited inside the school grounds, right? What if someone saw her handling such a dangerous weapon? I'm sure that the school will suspend her or worst kick her out in this school.
Oh no. I don't want that to happen. I need to stop her. I need to stop them fighting each other. This fight will turn out to be a bad one. *inhale* *exhale*
"A-aren-san--." *stutter* "No, Yana. I'll handle this. Just rest already –She seriously said.
Wait. Did she notice that I'm weakening? Why did she order me to get some rest? And I couldn't even stop them from hurting each other.
Wait, I need to calm myself a bit. If they knew that I'm a frail girl, they will be like my grandpa. They will treat me like a new born baby. And if grandpa discover about this, I knew that my school life will become a melted ice, a boring one. No friend. No play. All the things I hated from my deep sleep will come back again.
I got on a coma, for about 4 years. In my dream, I stayed at a very dark place. Where no one I can cry for help. There's no one beside me. And I always had a very scary dream, every time I heard her cry. I don't even know if 'who is she?', and what is she doing inside my dream?
Every time she cried, she always called for me. And she always uttered the words that I really hate, 'Run, Yana. Run. And don't ever come back. Please be safe.'
She wanted me to run, for my life. She doesn't want me to help her even if she's suffering and slowly dying. She's gasping for air. Her breath is unstable.
But she always said that words to me, the hellish word. I couldn't even help her. If I attempt to help her, a very scary man appeared, a man who always dragged me into a very deep pit. As in no one is there for me. I'm just alone in the dark place. I couldn't even utter a single word. I couldn't scream for help.
I decided not to run away again. I want them to be my friends. And a person I always can ask for help and leaned on.
When I woke up in that hellish sleep, I felt empty. Emptiness devoured me. It's like I'm in a different world. I didn't know anything. I don't know the year today. What time? I forgot who I am. The family I got and people who I loved. I forget all of them.
In that instant, my grandpa was there to me. But then on, after I discharged at the hospital. He put a lot of effort to support me. But, that protection he gave turns into my own hellish prison. Whenever I went, a lot of guards and maids are always swarming around me. And I hate it. I really hate it.
Grandpa, always travels to different country for his overseas business. He just called me, when he wanted to. But he's too busy running his business all around the world.
Yes, he's the number one richest man in Europe. But that's not mean that his companies are all in Europe. He had a lot of companies outside of it, too, and his too old to handle it. But when I complain about his health he will always say those words, 'I'm stronger than you, my dear'.
"Okay. We'll stop." –Miles-san suddenly said.
They all sat but with huge gaps between them. I approached them one-by-one. Most importantly, to Yhoun-san who had a lot of bruises. It's not really his fault because he didn't really mean to touch that thing. He just wanted me to stay away from me. I knew that their friends but their fighting because of me. *gasp* *gasp*
Why are they blurred from my sight? Is it because I didn't take my medicine at lunch and dinner? I need to go to my room. I don't want them to see me like this. For the last time, I have to ask for forgiveness to Yoojun-san who I disturbed to his calm state. After I apologized to him, I will go back to my room.
"Yoonjun-san...*felt dizziness* I'm really sorry for disturbing you..." –I feel suffocated. I feel like not moving. I might fall if I move just a single arm. My sight is already fuzzy. If I go upstairs I might got stumble at the stairs. I can't--*breath heavily* *tugs*
"Yana!"
Why did I not feel any pain? I thought I already collapse, why did not I hit the floor?
"Ha--. *gasp* *gasp* I can't anymore. *close eyes*"
*AFTER A WHILE*
"Yana run...run and live for us...please..." –the girl in my dream again.
"No, I'm not going to run. I'll stay with you." -*cry*
I'm not going to run again. Not today. Not tomorrow. I can handle this myself. I'm going to help her. I don't want her to be alone in this dark place again. I'm going to get her out in this hellish place.
But, after I uttered those words, another man appeared and he looks like my grandpa. He held the girls hand and walk towards me, slowly.
Suddenly, their face and body skin slowly melted, like an ice cream.
"WE sacrifice ourselves for you! Why don't you want to run away? DO YOU WANT TO BE LIKE US? THEN COME WITH US, YANA!"
*shocked* ...
"Wha-what do you mean?"
They suddenly appeared beside me and held my both hands. I can't take it back. Their too strong, I feel like they're going to rip off both of my arms. They look at me intensely, like I did something very bad to them. *teary eyed*
"What do we mean? You're the one who made us like this. YOU killed us, YANA. YOU-KILLED-US!"
They suddenly open up their mouth. Wide open. After they open their mouth, a weird noise comes out on it. *Ting...*
"Uh! Stop it! You're lying. I don't know what you're talking about. I can't kill someone." *sob* *sob* "I can't. *sob* *sob*"
I tried to loosen up their grip. When I got loose, I tried to ran as faster as I can. I don't want to be caught by them.
If this is just a dream, someone please help me. Help me. I want to wake up. I want to get away. Anyone, help me. Onegai... *sob*
...
"Hmmm... please help me...*sob* *sob*"
"YANA! WAKE UP! YANA!"
*open eyes* a different scene again? Where am I? I heard a familiar voice, like she doesn't want me to go. It's a different one. I just open my eyes but my sight is blurry and I see something, no someone beside me.
"Oh, thank God. I thought you're going to leave me again." –Aren-san? Why is she here?
"Aren-san? Why are you crying? And what are you talking about?"
I can't understand her. She's hiding something from me. Even if we just met three days ago, her actions are weird.
I know that she's just pretending not to know something, but she's literally had. On how she's been worried about me, it looks like we're close friends before. But, she just said before that 'it's my first time knowing you'.
"Uhm, nothing. It just, you cried and ask for help for a long time. I tried to wake you multiple times, but you're not waking up *looked away*." –Aren-san.
I came closer to her and wipe her tears. I smiled at her. I need to thank her for helping me to escape to that nightmare, she saved me. If she didn't insist on waking me up, I guess, I'm going to that pit again.
"Thanks for waking me up. If you didn't wake me up, I'm going to go back at that time, again. *smile*"
She suddenly made a shocked reaction after I said that thing. Did I said something controversial or what? Beside she doesn't even know the situation I had before and even now.
"Uhm...Aren-san, can you tell me about what happened today?" –I looked around, that's the time I realize that I'm at the clinic.
"Yana. I'm sure I told you to drink your medicines. Why didn't you took it?" –she angrily said.
So, she knew about it? Is it mean, that my doctor is here? Oh, no. What if grandpa gets back his words and he'll not allowed me to go to school. Because, I just got here for about three days, then this happened.
"Aren-san, I'm sorry." –I sadly said. "It looks like, you already know about my health. But, please don't tell my grandpa about this. If he'll know a-about this-."
"No, he didn't know about what happened to you." –she said abruptly.
"Oh, really? If my grandpa will know about this, he'll surely prohibit me from going to school." –I sadly said again. "Uhm, by the way. Thank you for taking me here."
"Don't thank me, Yana. I'm not the one who brought you here." –then she get my left hand and makes leaned on it like it's her pillow.
Eh...she's going to sleep? Can we go home already? Yes, go home. In 2 weeks equivalent of 14 days, our guardians want us to become friends with each other. In short, we have to know each other and be friends in 14 days.
"Eh, who?" –I loudly said.
"Your last victim."