Crazy Sister and a Broken Lover(Part 10)

when i came to face to face with rinka , i thought its best to ignore her and then just pass by it but then she just grabbed me

" kazuki nee , why did you leave home " she said like it was normal thing to ask with a smile on her face

i just looked at her for few seconds, she seems like normal girl but inside she had already turn so vicious , i dont want to even see her face , sigh life does that you most of time , i cant blame her but there is no need to associate with her , is there ?

" it has nothing to do with you " i said looking at her seriously

" why , is kazuki nee angry for what i did ? but didnt you enjoy with rinka too " she said that again giving me a smile

" i have nothing to talk to you about rinka , please dont bother me again " as i said and was about to leave

rinka started crying " big brother why ? dont you love rinka anymore ? why are you doing this , do you not want me anymore"

as she was saying that , i looked at her , yes i dont want to do it too but the person who cared about you is not there anymore , he died because of you , so dont blame me for being ruthless now

" our relationship is over the day i left , please dont bother me anymore " i said looking at her

and starting walking away

rinka somehow had lost it , she would have never imagined his own brother would say that .no matter what , she had thought of all the ways , she knew her brother from childhood , he was just a coward and laid back person , he would never leave them but he did , not only that he even left all the cds to otome nee and even a letter when she dont know he had said but after that otome nee has not talked to her , even the guys who had been forcing otome nee , otome nee had threatened them to complain to police , even though she was begging it before , everything changed the day brother left

and the letter was left for her too with bunch of money , she would have never imagined he would really leave home and even his phone was off for 2 days , she even waited for him in morning and lunch but he never came out ,, she just waited and those old guys even started forcing her since otome nee had threatened them

she just could not take it , why , what has she done wrong , why was she always alone and hurt while other are happy

" big brother , i will tell everyone what you did to me , i will even speak about otome nee , wont she be sad then , you cant leave me like that " she shouted

i looked back at her ,i felt nothing but pity for someone like her , even if she is previous owner sister , when she was raped instead of telling him , she kept quiet , fell into depression and then did this , she has fallen this low , scheming on his own brother , sending videos of his own lover to see him break down , fucking him , taking his virginity and now even threatening her , if his brother was still alive , of course he would not have left , he would go ahead and raise the bastard kids of those men as his and marry otome but he had died because of grief , because of pain

i just looked at her and walking toward her, she was crying and maybe hoping i would follow whatever she say , or believe her and act like her dog , believe her but i am not okino kazuki , i am Ae ge , if i just give in to that , whats the point of me even transmigrating anymore

" Rinka , your brother died the moment you left the room that day " i said telling her the truth but let her think whatever she want

she was silently standing there , tears were still falling but it doesnt matter anymore

" I am no longer the person you know and i dont care what you want to do or will do , nor do i care about otome , if you want to spread the rumor , go ahead and do it , if you want to distribute her cds of being raped , then go ahead , i can assure you i wont even feel a tinge of pain or regret of not stopping you , you said you will tell everyone about what i did right ? go ahead do it , worse case i will spend my life in jail and have a record for raping my younger sister and then what ? it doesn't matter to me anymore of what you think or feel or care about , go do what you want to do , i dont want to see your face anymore " i said and i went ahead

i heard scream and shouts of her but i just went ahead , there is no need for that anymore

as i was walking by , i saw otome standing there , she looked sweaty and wearing the dress , it is probably working somewhere in cafe as server , i just ignored her and went walking

she looked at me and i understand she may have things to say but the person who should listen is not here anymore so it doesn't matter

as i was walking by , she called my name " kazuki "

i turned around and looked at her ,she doesnt look pregnant at all , did she have an abortion since , she had parents , obviously she cant let them know but i really wonder what happened , rinka said she threatened them to go to police and even stopped talking to rinka

sign , i cant keep avoiding them so its better to talk to her out , i dont want her to become twisted too like rinka and its my fault that rinka involved her

i went ahead and said that " i am sorry Otome , its my fault ,my sister acted all victimized and then sended you to those men knowing what they will do to you , i feel so guilty that i couldnt even have guts to talk to you , and moreover when she sended those cds to me as unknown sender , i saw you crying in first one but i was a loser to begin with , i noticed your tears and yet i couldnot even say anything and it kept happening , thats why i left the letter and cds and to make you aware , if you want to register a complaint then go ahead , i have already cut ties with rinka and i am probably leaving after graduation too " i said looking low with sad face

otome somehow looked weak and the way she was walked swaying " kaziki " when she said that tears were falling from her face

and then she somehow passed out , i thought she was acting but when i saw falling on road i was nervous

and then i checked her pulse , she seems fine but she looks so weak , i didnt understand but then i saw a receipt in her hand , it was for medical clinic , seems like she had an abortion and moreover the date was of today

she should have rested , why do you come here and pass out like this , i dont want anything to do with you , yet you come here

all i did was carry her to her room and make her lay there , her parents were out and they wont be coming till late , i thought of my job and wanted to go there but there were time in about reaching 6 for 2 hr

so i just stayed there and cooked for her , wiping her and changing her clothes , it was my first time seeing her like this , but she was beautiful , no wonder whole school has crush on her , sign if not for rinka , why would she be going through all that , pain , desperation , even the original owner was stupid , instead of asking he started ignoring her , crying all alone , must have made her even more desperate too

i really wonder if he hadnt died after rinka left , and i never tell her the truth and everything , will she still have abortion ? will she still cry looking at me ? with her sinking in the darkness and pain , i wont even wonder if she lived pretending nothing happened even if we were truly married , will she ever tell me the truth ?

probably not , sign life really is complicated