Lily Flower Fun

Hello my loves! I have decided to write some marauders!! Hope you enjoy! ❤️❤️❤️

TW: language, some soft romance (nothing crazy), homophobia (f slur)

(Oh and FYI there is some pretty hardcore Wolfstsr smut and it requires its own warning.)

Relationships: Sirius/Remus, James/Lily

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Lily walked quietly down the halls, books clutched to her chest, her warm red/orange hair cascading over her shoulders. Lily Evans was liked by many boys, and envied by many girls. But she was also despised by a small group of Slytherins.

"Stupid slut." Laughed Lucius Malfoy to his friends. Lily pretended it didn't phase her, but deep down it was a knife to her gut. She hadn't even lost her virginity yet.

"If I'm being honest she probably fucks the teachers. That's why she's got such good grades." Laughed another green-tied boy.

"Shut your mouths you pathetic imbeciles. You wish she was interested in you." Snarled a voice from behind.

Severus stormed up to her, smiling when he saw her. "Good afternoon Lily." He said handing her a small pack of chocolates. They were ridiculously expensive.

"Did you-"

"Stole em off Malfoy." He beamed.

She laughed out loud. "You're awful." She said as she snickered.

"Only when he is first. Are you going out with Potter tonight?" He asked as they reached the potions door.

"You're joking right? He's a fool." She mumbled.

"He's kind to you. Despite the awful pick up lines."

"You hate the bloke, why are you trying to convince me." She whispered as they sat in the loud room of students.

"He's annoying sure, an arse, yeah I suppose, but he's good to you, and that all that matters. My opinions don't matter as long as you like him." He muttered back.

James and Sirius stumbled into the room laughing hysterically. Remus followed with a book rolling his eyes at his dorky friends. Remus and Lily were pretty tightly knit, the only problem was that he was usually attached to the bumbling idiots that were knocking over their own cauldrons as they sat. Severus rolled his eyes and instead began adding the ingredients Slughorn had written on the board. He had finished the potion before Slughorn even gave instructions, having already done it a thousand times on his own.

"I see you have complete your potion Mr. Snape. Would you like to inform me of what it is?"

"Of course sir. This is a skele-gro potion. It restores broken or fractured bones." He said.

"Well... I didn't expect you to know." Slughorn mumbled. "Very good. Can you show us an example?"

"Are you inferring I break my own bone sir?" Severus asked.

"Well whats the big deal if your potion works? Cast a numbing potion, break it, and then fix it."

"But Professor that's outrageous!" Lily said bewildered.

"How so miss Evans?"

"It may not work,-"

"It'll work. That's not the concern." Severus corrected.

"Well I do not see what the fuss is about." Said Slughorn. "Numb your skin, make a simple break, and fix it up."

"Yeah!" Started James. "What's the big deal Snivelus? You scared?" He snickered.

"Professor. I believe breaking my own bone could be tedious, perhaps James wouldn't mind being my test subject? He doesn't seem to mind it." Said Severus with a huge smug grin. Lily cackled evilly.

"Lovely idea! Mr. Potter, if you don't mind." Said Slughorn motioning to Severus and Lily's table. James gulped and walked over.

"You're uh...sure this stuff works?"

"Well I sure hope so." Severus said with a smirk. James held out his arm, swallowing a lump in his throat.

Severus numbed his arm thoroughly, despite the temptation to leave feeling in the skin. He wanted to make sure Potter didn't get hurt, or Lily would be upset. No matter how much she hid or denied it he knew she liked the Potter boy.

"Alright. Can you feel this?" Severus asked. James turned his head so he couldn't see, and waited for the pain. Severus pricked him with a needed. James didn't notice. He stuck the needle deeper into his arm, still no reaction. Severus used two more numbing spells just in case, and then one bone-breaking spell. James' arm twisted at an odd angle, and Lily cringed. He carefully held a small cup of the potion up for James to grab without looking. James gulped it down, and then winced as he felt the bone mending. When the bone was healed Severus grinned and leaned back in his chair. He was far more experienced than the rest of these goons and he knew it. But he also housed some respect for Potter, after all he did just let his sworn enemy bind his bones.

"Thank you Mr. Potter. Lovely job Mr. Snape."

James grumbled and flopped into his seat. That damn Snape was good at this.

•••

It had been weeks since the Gryffindors had pranked the Slytherins and things got out of hand quick. They had started targeting Lily and Molly, attacking randomly. Lily and Molly were walking with Arthur and Remus, Molly clutching Arthur's hand and smiling at him warmly. Lily was sure they were meant for each other, and she was also sure that Remus and Sirius were meant for each other, even if they failed to notice it. Sirius tramped up, grinning widely, his grin dropped into a pout as soon as Snape stalked up the hallway, taking his place to Lily's right.

"Why do you have to hang out with snivelus?" Sirius whined.

"Why do you have to hang out with James?" Lily mumbled.

Molly elbowed her with a cheeky smirk. Remus was also smirking, raising a brow at a very flustered Lily.

"I outa replace your shampoo with flea dip ." Lily mumbled, walking away from Sirius. He ran after her.

"Ok ok I'm sorry! Sorry Snivelus. I don't like you, but I'll be civil."

Lily turned and raised an eyebrow, eyes widening at the sincerity. Remus laughed.

"Why so civil?" She asked confused.

"Um.. no reason. None at all." He mumbled. Remus cracked and began laughing hysterically.

"DAMN YOU MOONY!" He screeched, sprinting down the hall.

"What did you do to him?" Lily said giggling.

"Oh nothing." He said with a knowing smirk. Remus had withheld romantic privileges from Sirius unless he was kind to Severus.

"Remus." Said Lily poking the boy.

"I'll tell you later." He said breaking away to go to Transfiguration.

•••

And so the first evil prank was cast against the two redheads.

Lily and Molly walked quietly down the hall, heading towards care of magical creatures. Lucius Malfoy walked up smiling at the girls.

"Uh... Lily." He said quietly.

"Yes?" Lily was very uneasy, and was positioned o run at a moments notice.

"I wanted to apologize for all the awful things I called you. I made you some fudge as an apology." He said handing her a small carton filled with delicious smelling treats.

"Oh wow. Lucius that was... very big of you. Thank you." Lily said taking the small box cautiously. Lucius nodded and walked down the hall, neither girls saw the evil grin spread across his lips.

•••

"These taste bloody brilliant." Lily mumbled, chewing on her fourth piece of fudge. It didn't help that she was on her period, and the cravings were god awful.

"I know. I mean I despise the guy but if he keeps supplying these I may have to make an exception." Molly laughed eating more.

"Lily!" Yelled Lucius running up to the girls . "I almost forgot, I know that Remus friend of yours loves chocolates, I made him some too." Lucius said breathless as he handed Lily one more box. She grinned stupidly.

"Thanks!" She said opening the box. Remus walked into DADA then, and saw the colorful cartons on Lily and Molly's desks. Lily wordlessly handed him the chocolate and he tipped an invisible hat to her as he sat down. The rest of the period was spent ignoring the notes on the board and eating mass amounts of sweets. Sweets that Lucius Malfoy had drugged and cursed.

•••

James gasped as Lily stumbled down into the common room, her usually pretty freckled skin was pale and sickly, her usual bright orange hair was tangled and matted, and was also stained a blood red. She fell onto the couch James was using and crawled over to him.

"Y'know I'd be happy to hold you Lils but I think you might be drunk, or high, or both."

"Lucius drugged sweets and gave them to Molly Remus and I as a fake apology." She groaned. "I didn't sleep last night, I threw up for an hour straight and then shit myself senseless, I'm using you as a pillow and I am fully aware of what I'm doing." She plopped her head in his lap and whimpered helplessly.

"Damnit, that bastard. I'm sorry Lily. I'll get him back don't you worry." James fumed as he gently rubbed her back. Molly tumbled down the stairs soon after, not quite as ill as Lily but pretty worse for the wear. Arthur scooped her up into a rocking chair, gave her some hot cocoa and wrapped her up in his arms. Sirius came down and gasped at the now literal red heads.

"Oh my fucking god what happened to you?!" He shrieked.

"Lucius dick-foy drugged sweets and gave it to them as a fake apology." James sneered.

"Wait. But Remus had some of those-"

"SIRIUS!" Came a roar from the boys dorm. "IM DYING." Moments later a pale skinned creature crashed down the stairs. It was Remus, his usually warm honey curls were greasy and black, his skin was sickly and a yellowish color. Remus Lupin looked like he was on deaths door.

"OH MY GOD REMUS." Sirius screamed as Remus tumbled to the ground. Sirius lifted him up and carried him to one of the couches, pulling his feet up and gently tucking a blanket around his shivering boyfriend.

"I ate all of them." Remus choked. "And then I threw up, shit myself, lost my voice, got hysterical, got a fever, shit and puked again, and then passed out four times." Remus moaned burying his face into Sirius' chest.

"Babe that's awful!" Sirius said, tearing up. Remus was usually the one who took care of him, it felt odd to be holding his boyfriend. Remus whimpered and pressed into Sirius, clutching his shirt.

"It's not contagious is it?" Asked Arthur as he cuddled Molly.

"Arthur Weasley even if it is you're committed now." Molly grumbled. Remus threw himself off of Sirius, sprinting to the bathroom to vomit.

"We are going to prank them so bad they never prank another human again." Hissed James.

"Or animal. So bad they can't ever sleep again." Sirius growled.

Remus stumbled back into the room, scrubbing his teeth with a toothbrush madly.

"SIRIUS!" He cried though a foaming mouthful of toothpaste.

"What's wrong baby!?" Sirius said, jumping from the couch.

"THIS IS BLOODY AWFUL. HE RUINED CHOCOLATE. CHOCOLATE SIRIUS." Remus started to cry, running back into the bathroom to spit and rinse out his mouth.

"They put mood swing potions in his. He's going to be the same as a pregnant woman for a while." Mumbled Lily as she buried her face into James chest. "And we have class in five minutes!" She shrieked jumping from the couch.

"No way! You can't go to class today!" James yelled.

"You sure as hell aren't stopping me!" She screeched as she bounded up the stairs. James tired to follow running up the stairs as fast as he could, the slide formed, and he tumbled back down earning a bruise on his forehead.

"MARTY!" He screeched. A small first year ran down from the boys dorms.

"Uh-y-y-yeah James?" The boy stumbled forward.

"Aren't you transgender?" James asked.

"Yeah, and I'm sorry if that makes you-"

"Ah, ah, ah my friend. I do not care whatsoever that you're trans, but I think you should go up the girls stairs and tell Lily she can't go to school to make sure."

"You really think it'll work. I'm not really a woman.Well I mean I am, but I doubt the stairs-"

"I'm sure it'll work love. Just tell Lily to stay in bed." He said patting the girl on the back.

"O-ok." She mumbled putting one foot on the stairway. Another was placed, then another. The girl smiled wide, joy erupting through her.

"I knew mum was wrong, I knew I was really a girl." She choked, tearing up. James smiled sweetly, Sirius and Remus beamed, and Arthur and Molly looked like they might break into applause any minute now. The girl ran up the stairs laughing giddily. She then came down pouting, with a pale, red haired Lily in close pursuit. Lily had combed though her oily hair, dressed nicely and was now gathering her books in one hand and her bag in the other.

"Lily you need to stay in bed! Snivelus can give you his notes, and he can suck it up" groaned James.

"I'm going to ask Sev to make us a potion." Lily said to Remus and Molly. Remus refused to miss class as well, while Molly was confined to bed by Arthur.

"We'll take notes for you Molly." Remus choked, trying to hold in what little water Sirius had coaxed down his throat. Severus was waiting for Lily outside the dorm, and was ignored by James and Sirius which suited him just fine.

"Blimey Lily what happened to you?!" He gasped rushing to Lily.

"Lucius drugged us with fake apology chocolates." Lily seethed.Remus was sniffing and rubbing his eyes. Severus raised a brow. "He got mood swing drugs in his, right now his very sad that Lucius drugged the chocolate." Mumbled Lily. Severus tried not to laugh, for fear of Remus' extremely angry boyfriend.

"That bastard." He mumbled.

"Rem and I have to go to Charms. Please don't do some stupid prank to get them back. He's not worth it and I forbid it." Lily mumbled, dragging a teary eyed Moony towards the Charms classroom.

"How could he drug the chocolate Lily? What did they ever do to him?" Remus cried as she tugged him along.

As soon as she was gone Severus turned.

"Ok Potter. For once we are going to completely ignore everything she said and we are going to prank, drug and poison them until they can't sleep and shit themselves every time a portrait moves." Severus growled quietly.

"Wow." Said James with a huge grin. "I like this new version of Snivelus."

"First of all, if you want me to help you make potions and such you need to call me by my real name. Fist or last I don't care but I don't like the Snivelus shit." He grumbled. James nodded reluctantly, followed by Sirius. Arthur came down the stairs holding his books shortly after.

"Guys I don't think-"

"Think of Molly Arthur. Think of your gorgeous girlfriend with blood colored hair."

"Still, they said not to..."

"I'll give you a toy my mum bought me. It's a muggle science kit." Severus bargained. Arthur's eyes widened.

"Alright I'll help." He said.

"Great because you and Snape are the only mathematicians we have." Sirius said .

•••

The boys quietly snuck down to the Slytherin dorms, lacing their pillows with itching powder and stink bombs, replacing their shower and sink water with toilet water, putting hair coloring potions in their shampoo, filling their toothpaste with chunky milk, etc. they pranked the living shit out of the place, making every single bed, brush, and curtain dangerous. They chose not to prank some Slytherins beds, since they knew some sweet ones that didn't deserve to be pranked. And Severus decided to sleep somewhere else for a while. Severus spent half the day carefully brewing tons of potions.

"Ok." James's said when they had finished doing the dorms. "I'll read off the list, tell me if these things are done." He lifted a piece of parchment and began stating.

"Stink Potion."

"Check." Severus said.

"Itch powder in bed covers, socks, curtains, brushes, pillows, etc"

"Check." Said Sirius.

"Mandrake in the bathroom."

"Check." Said Arthur.

"Shitting and crying potions"

"Check."

"Raw onions in shower and sink water."

"Check."

"Deer and dog shit in pillow cases." James said laughing. "Check."

"Oh good lord you didn't."

"Oh but we did." Sirius cackled.

"Constipation potion."

"Check."

"Bed bugs, shit bombs, bald cream, in Lucius' bed?"

"Check."

"That spell that makes you say everything you think."

"Check"

"And lastly the spell that Severus found that makes anything we did in the room invisible to all people over 19?"

"Check." Finished Severus.

"Alright. Let's get outta here." Said James with a huge grin. They quickly rushed to class, pretending they had been there the whole time and somehow fooling the idiot Professor.

•••

Remus ran out of Transfiguration to vomit, with Minerva in close pursuit.

"Sweetie are you ok?" She asked when Remus returned.

"No." Remus hissed. "No I am not ok. I was drugged by Slytherins and now I can't stop puking and crapping, I've got a fever, a burning headache and I'm starving, and it all because that evil douche Lucius gave me drugged chocolate. CHOCOLATE PROFESSOR, OF ALL THE THINGS." Remus scarred her out of her pants, and she only nodded before returning to the classroom.

•••

Molly and Lily however had a worse experience. They walked into the Herbology room and were met by a smug Lucius.

"Aw Evans. You look a little under the weather, are you feeling ok? And is that a new hair color?" He said with a stupid expression. James lunged out of his seat, grabbing Lucius and throwing him to the ground. He pummeled Lucius again and again with his fists before Severus grabbed him and lifted him up.

"They'll get what's coming to them James. No need to get detention." Said Severus. Wait-Sev and James were working together??? Lily was sure she was seeing things.

Lucius sat up, smearing the blood from his nose and settling back in his seat.

Sirius fumed, waiting for him to make some snide remark about his boyfriend so he could beat that stupid blonde into the ground.

•••

Finally it was time for lunch, and the group of kids had enlarged. Now it consisted of: Remus,Sirius, James, Lily, Molly, Arthur, and Severus, who was going to sneak over to the gryffindor table to talk about their success.

"Sev you're sitting with us!?" Lily asked excited.

"Seems that way." He grinned walking into the great hall.

"Look, he's a faggot, and he looks like a cockroach." Laughed Lucius pointing at Remus.

"Uh Lucius, you could pick on us, but I'd leave Remus alone." Said James standing in front of Sirius and barricading him from Lucius.

"C'mon James lemme go I wanna beat his blonde ass." Hissed Sirius trying to shove James aside.

"And now here comes his savior, funny because you'd have thought he'd be smart enough to stay away from a monster." Laughed Lucius. James let Sirius go.

"Why you little-" Sirius growled lunging forward.

"Shit!" Yelled Lucius as Sirius grabbed him and slammed him into a table. "Stupid bloody arse!"

Sirius popped him on the mouth, slamming him against a table of first years who were screeching and leaping away from the fight. Remus was going to puke, or maybe shit, maybe both. Lily and Molly were happy with a fist fight for once, until Lucius' friends joined in. One grabbed Sirius by the arm, the other punched him in the gut.

"If you weren't a faggot you'd be stronger." Lucius hissed.

"Really?" He snarled ripping back from the other Slytherins grasp, he smashed their heads together like in a muggle show Remus had showed him.

He ran for Lucius, who was sprinting towards the teachers table. Sirius jumped up onto the table, ran across the food and jumped on Lucius.

"Ughhhhh." Groaned Lucius.

McGonagall ripped Sirius from the blonde with much effort. Sirius was still trying to hit him as she pulled him back.

"Mr black!" She hissed.

"He called Remus a faggot." Whimpered Sirius. "He drugged and poisoned my boyfriend and then made fun of him for being a werewolf." Sirius sobbed turning to burry his face into McGonagall's dress.

"Oh." She whispered. "Come along dear." She said gently leading him from the lunch room. Remus looked sadly at his boyfriend. He'd make sure to love on him later.

•••

"And Mr. Potter and Mr. Snape can both be trusted to remember it the same way?"

"Yes. Lily and Molly too. Oh and Arthur." Sirius said as he blew his nose. McGonagall nodded and handed him a small cup of tea.

"Could I just go back to the common room?" He asked, still teary eyed.

"I suppose that's alright. Next time it'll be a detention though. Sirius nodded and ran back to the Gryffindor commons.

Remus was there with a fresh box of candies and a firm hug that lasted more than two minutes.

"What did I do?" Sirius asked confused.

"You defended my honor." Remus said, kissing Sirius gently.

"I don't need a reward Moony." Sirius said shoving the box back.

"I ate all the chocolate, and James ate the sours, you get the taffy." Remus said ignoring him and stuffing the box in his hands.

Sirius whined. "Remus I don't need a rewa-"

Remus grabbed him and pulled him into another hug whispering in his ear. "This was my cover, I'm going to fuck you senseless tonight..." he pulled back, "unless of course you don't want a reward in which case-"

Sirius grabbed the box and sprinted up the stairs.

"The fuck did you do to him?" Lily grumbled holding her stomach.

"When is Severus coming with that potion? I'm about to puke." Remus said sitting down.

The door slammed three times and lily stood. "Speak of the devil." She groaned as she opened the door, returning with Severus.

"I have enough for the three of you." Severus said handing them the potions.

"Thanks so much Sev!" Lily said drinking hers down and pocketing Molly's. She pulled her friend into a tight hug.

"What the hell!" Screeched James from behind them. Molly came in and quickly gulped down her potion, thanking Severus and retreating upstairs with Marty.

"Oh shut it Prongs. He made us potions." Remus said downing his.

James fumed until Severus gave lily one last hug and left. Then James remembered their pranks and forgot about his rivalry. He couldn't wait to see Malfoy's face tomorrow. He rushed upstairs to get ready.

Lily on the other hand, pulled out her homework. Remus handed her a large packet of notes, all showing the work she needed to do to make up for her much needed puke fest before lunch.

"Ughhhhh." She groaned. "Are you fucking serious?"

"That's personal." Remus said, sipping from a cup of green tea as he read "to kill a mockingbird"

"But not too personal to answer." Sirius smirked.

"The answer is yes lily. Are you fucking James?"

"YOU TWO ARE BASTARDS. AND NO, IM NOT FUCKING JAMES."

"IM JAMES!" James screeched. "WAIT DO YOU WANNA FUCK ME LILY?"

"LILY IS IN THE COMMON ROOM!" Peter yelled

"WHATS HAPPENING IN THE COMMON ROOM?" Arthur hollered.

"LILY SAID SHES NOT JAMES. I DONT KNOW WHY IM FUCKING CONFUSED." Peter answered.

"WAIT YOU MEAN YOU'RE FUCKING SOMEONE NAMED CONFUSED, OR YOUR NAME IS CONFUSED?" Yelled James.

"NEITHER I AM CONFUSED."

"YEAH THATS WHAT I JUST ASKED."

"ARE YOU TWO FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?" Frank screamed.

"THEY'D BETTER NOT BE. IM THE ONLY ONE WHOS FUCKING SERIUS"

"WAIT BUT REMUS YOU'RE NEVER SERIOUS."

"I KNOW IM JUST FUCKING SERIUS."

"ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?"

"NO IM JUST FUCKING SERIOUS, IM REMUS." Remus yelled.

"IF YOU PEOPLE DONT SHUT THE FUCK UP IM GOING TO LOSE ALL OF MY BRAIN CELLS." Lily screamed. The dorms got quiet.

"It's you're own damned fault lily, you know we aren't mature enough to resist." Remus said raising his brows and sipping his tea.

"I thought you were at least Rem." She hissed.

Sirius came down and sat next to Remus.

"Moony love of my life, are you ready for bed?" Sirius asked.

"Nope. " Remus said drinking his tea. Lily walked upstairs to work with Molly, leaving the two alone in the common room. Sirius went upstairs and returned with a sexy crop top and tights, his hair in a bun. Remus loved screwing with him. He didn't even look up from his book, sipping tea and reading.

"Ready for bed?"

"Nein." Remus said flipping the page. Sirius came back down a moment letter in nothing but one of Remus' shirts.

"Bed time Remus?" He asked posing sexily.

"Nodda." Said Remus completely ignoring his eager boyfriend.

"Well do I have to strip down?" Sirius asked grumpily.

"Hmmm?" Asked Remus pretending to be lost in his book. He would drive Sirius mad, and then pound him into his mattress. 'Lovely plan' he thought to himself. He raised his brows, slurping down another gulp of tea.

"Baby?" Sirius whined.

"Hmm?"

"Moony! I'm ready for bed." He fussed.

"Good job." Remus mumbled pretending once again to be lost in his book.

"If I go upstairs will you be up in the next five minutes?"

"We'll see. Depends." Remus said, withholding a grin. 'Ask me ask me ask me ask me...' he pleaded in his head.

"Depends on what?"

Yesssssssssss

"Temptation." Remus finished flipping the page.

"Oh you'll be tempted alright." Sirius said running up the stairs. Remus would go slow, savoring the moment. He loved this, and even more he loved Sirius.

•••

Remus waited fifteen minutes before going upstairs. James was already asleep, so was Peter. He slipped behind The curtain by Sirius' bed opening it to see Sirius sprawled across the bed in nothing but Remus' tie. Remus tossed his book on the ground, hungrily looking up and down Sirius' body. 'Shitshitshit' Remus thought. He was supposed to be messing with Sirius. He flicked the curtains shut, casting a spell so they stayed closed and couldn't be opened from the outside. He then cast a silencing spell.

"What's with all the spells love?" Sirius asked. Remus raised a brow, refusing to dive on his boyfriend and give in. "Oh I see, you think you're getting some of this do you?" He said motioning to his lower half.

"I'm not getting anything god damnit, I'll take it if I have to." Remus growled, grabbing his tie round Sirius' neck and jerking the boy up to his lips. Sirius scrambled away from him. "Ah ah ah. You don't this til you work for it" Sirius said. Remus didn't do anything . He wouldn't give in.

"And how might one acquire the work permit for fucking ones boyfriend until he walks sideways for a week?" Remus asked, grinning when he saw Sirius harden in response.

"You could start with losing some clothes." Sirius said.

"You'll have to help me." Remus said.

"Nope."

"What should I take off first love?" Remus asked slowly standing. He peeled off his jacket, tossing it aside. His shirt followed the jacket, then his pants. He stood there, smiling while Sirius stared At his toned muscle.

"Earth to Pads..." Remus said quietly.

"Still to much clothes." Sirius said sitting up to pull Remus' boxers off.

"Ah ah ah." Remus said using his wand to fling Sirius back to the bed. "I recall the words: Fuck. You. Senseless. Not: Help. Me. Strip."

Remus used his wand to conjure restraints around his boyfriend's wrists and ankles. A blindfold followed the cuffs. Sirius was strapped to the four corners of the bed, squirming blindly. He groaned and tried to roll over to get friction on his erection. Remus grabbed Sirius' member in one hand.

"Don't worry babe we'll fix that soon enough." Remus said seductively against Sirius' ear.

"Oh god Moony. I didn't think-I didn't think you had a side like this." Sirius breathed arching his back against Remus' hand.

"You want me to touch you?" Remus asked, gripping Sirius' member tightly.

"F-f-fuck Remus yes please." Sirius breathed.

"Are you sure. You aren't convincing me." Remus said releasing the pressure and sitting back.

"Please Moony." Whispered Sirius.

"What was that?" Remus asked twisting one of Sirius' nipples.

"FUCK! Oh god Remus please please please touch me. Fuck me. Fill me. Take anything you want just please get inside me now." Sirius gasped wrenching against the restraints as the dire need for Remus' touch overtook him.

"Ok baby. I gotta prepare you first, you ready?" Remus asked gently, using a spell to conjure lube onto his fingers.

"Yes. Oh god Remus please, please Remus quickly I can't take it much longer."

"Are you sure? I can wait." Remus said with a smirk.

"Oh fuck moony. I'm sure, I need you so bad right now, just fuck me so hard I can't walk." Sirius cried, arching his back just at the thought of Remus inside of him.

"Ok love I'm gonna touch you now" Remus whispered, sliding one finger into Sirius.

"Oh." Sirius breathed as Remus entered him.

"Oh god... fuck Sirius you're so tight baby." Remus moaned. "Relax. Relax darling or I'll never get inside you." Remus whispered, drawing his finger out and pushing it in again. Sirius gasped, the pleasure blinding him entirely.

"Moony. Moony please." Sirius panted. "Moony I need you now." His back arched up off the bed.

"I'm trying babe. You gotta relax." Remus said, gently pushing another finger into Sirius. Sirius moaned.

"Ahh... MOONY! FUCK!" Sirius screamed as Remus crooked his fingers, stretching Sirius.

"Almost ready baby." He whispered, pressing and stretching as fast as he could. Sirius had never begged like this, he always tried to resent or challenge, but now- the moaning, the pleading... Sirius reduced to begging and panting just by his finger...it was wrecking Remus.

"Moony please, please faster Moony I need you now. Just fuck me!" Sirius cried arching his back and panting heavily. Remus couldn't do it anymore.

Sirius couldn't see anything as Remus slowly set himself over his lovers entrance.

"Oh god, Sirius darling I love you." Remus whispered.

"You mean it?" Sirius asked tearing up behind the blindfold.

"I tell you every time we're together baby."

"Yeah but people say all kinds of things they don't mean when they're fucking." Sirius whimpered.

"Sirius, we don't just fuck, we haven't just fucked in a long time. We make love and you know it." Remus said gently leaning down to kiss Sirius.

"Ok." Sirius whispered. Remus pushed into him slowly, waiting for Sirius to tell him he was ok to move. Sirius nodded and Remus began pressing in and out of Sirius.

"Hard and slow baby." Sirius moaned. Remus slowed his movements, settling into an agonizing rhythm for both of them.

"I love you Pads. Oh Christ I love you so much."

"Forget what I said just make me unravel. I want you to rip me apart. Break me Moony. I don't wanna sit for a week."Sirius begged. Remus had to hold onto himself to keep from coming right then.

"Sirius fucking hell. You have to relax babe. You're so tight I'm about to fill you." Remus gasped, trying to contain himself. Sirius dropped his legs as far as the restraints would let him, taking deep breaths.

"Yeah, fuck yeah there you go." Remus said speeding up.

"Harder, harder Remus." Sirius begged gripping the bed posts.

"Oh Sirius. God you're going to make me explode. You feel so good baby, oh so fucking good. Fuck oh fuck, you're still so tight, oh fuck, Pads..."

"Please Moony..." pleaded Sirius. "Harder, I'm so close, oh god Remus please faster I'm so so close."

Remus shifted ever so slightly, and Sirius shrieked as he pounded directly into Sirius' prostate.

"YES! Oh fuck yes Remus right THERE! Oh god there. There Remus. Fuck Moony you feel so good, rip me apart. Please Remus for me. Oh god come on babe. I need it, fuck me as hard as you can Remus, please." Sirius clutched the bed posts, the restraints loosening as the spell weakened. Remus' breathing was ragged, he pushed deep into Sirius, rocking as fast as he could.

"Fuck fuck FUCK! FUCK YES MOONY!" Sirius cried spilling over both their bodies. Remus squirmed, struggling to find release and he messily pounded into Sirius, his thrusts becoming uneven and erratic Sirius jerked up, the spell breaking. He stuck his legs up over Remus' shoulders pulling his boyfriend impossibly deeper.

"Oh god Sirius yes, oh god I love you, oh fuck." Remus gasped pushing harder into Sirius.

"Please baby. Come for me now." Sirius said wrapping his arms around Remus' neck and burying Remus deep into him. He clenched tightly around his boyfriend, kissing him warmly.Remus cried out as he filled Sirius.

"I love you." Remus breathed.

"I love you too. So much." Sirius panted as Remus gently slid out of him. "Will you stay with me?"

"Of course love. We gotta clean up though."

•••

Remus and Sirius were tangled up in bed, both snoring gently in their boxers. James and Peter stood over them, grinning and snickering at the two boys.

"God they look like an old married couple." Laughed James. Both boys woke up and smiled at James and Peter.

"You guys tired?" James asked smirking.

"Exhausted."

"Someday we'll all be sitting together with gray hair. And you and Sirius will have kids, and Lily and I will have one. I already know what I'm naming him or her. Harry if it's a boy, and Harriet if it's a girl. And you'll have such a pretty wedding. And Peter you'll find someone who deserves you. And we'll never ever leave each other."

"Yeah. I'd never leave you guys." Peter said smiling.

"I can't wait to be old and wrinkly." Sirius beamed.

••••

Remus woke up, a sharp dagger burying itself into his heart. Oh god, no no no no no. He sat up and saw Arthur across from him, Harry sitting on the ground. No no no. No please god no. Sirius wasn't gone, couldn't be, please. He jerked up, shaking Harry.

"What's wrong professor?" Harry asked scared.

"Oh god Harry. Harry he isn't-Sirius. Where is he Harry?"

"He's- he's gone.I know he was your best friend, and... and I'm so sorry. I can't believe he's gone."

No no no no. Please no. It had been a dream. A memory of one of their last nights together. One of the last times he told Sirius Orion Black that he loved him.

"Please say this is a nightmare Harry." He whispered.

"It's not Remus." He whispered tearing up, gently rubbing Remus' back.

"No." Remus whispered. Peter had betrayed his best friends, framed his love, taken him away two weeks before their wedding. And now he was dead. Oh god no please god no. Sirius was dead. Remus stumbled forward, his heart snapping in half.

"REMUS, Remus! Rem-" the voices slowly bled out.

Remus Lupin died from a broken heart.

One hour later Remus Lupin was reunited with his reason for existence.

*Fin*