༓》 Blue Love Letters: Sunlight 《༓

~ Here's to a life that lasted a day

Tears that fell drained my light

Here's to the sun that didn't shine when I begged it to

because I wanted to run and knock on your door

speak those three precious words.

But smart you were boy,

remembered there was a backdoor

So it didn't matter if the sun shone again

I know disappointment now all too well

Now here's to the diamond ring

that suits all those girls but for me

for none will hate you as I do.

What would love have been if I haven't met you?

What would love have meant if it wasn't you?

Boy you smiled too much but I knew to read through:

the gaps of your soul

and what you thought was a sweet tooth

Pink lies are so fun to tell

make me the sweet girly girl with a second chance to make your life a living hell.

Crush my fantasies with your steps towards me

steps that were too pure to be yours.

I'll let you sleep and leave the door locked

Don't trip in the darkness and don't try to feel

You're a step closer to hell when you move to your feels,

That's how I found my way to you

I hope you love the smell of gasoline as much as you loved the smell of my hair

'cause you'll get high on that tonight.

I hope the flames feel like the kisses of last year

I hope they'll be the death of you,

See your kisses have killed me too soon

unlike the other girls, I wasn't bulletproof.

And I'm sure the light of the fire will do better than the sun ever lit my way...

I am but I wish I wasn't

In love with you.

.self worth.