Chapter Sixteen

Months passed and my life seemed to be taken out of a movie, Mia told Evan Dad and he cried for a whole month, I cried more but hey, that doesn't matter. At my job they cut staff so they fired me, I have been looking for work for more than a month but nothing, it seems that I am pissed by an elephant.

So these months without work were horrible, I hate being locked in four walls, if I spend more time with Mia and Evan, it's just that I already had a routine and now I have nothing, I started going to the gym because eating junk food and watching Netflix It's not doing my body any good, I know I said I wouldn't watch Netflix all day, but when you start a series there is no going back. It's addictive, I think it's more addictive than a drug. Things are getting better with Evan but there is a topic that we discuss almost always and that is that he wants to have a baby.

I also want to, I am afraid, afraid that he is an Adam and will leave me alone, afraid that he will leave and leave me totally alone, alone with nothing, I am very afraid. If I should tell him why I don't want a child but I don't know how his reaction will be.

Alanna tells me that Evan is not an Adam, that not all men are Adam, that Evan is one of the best things that is happening to me in life and I lose it perfectly. It's just that those thoughts don't come out of my head.

Coming out of the gym, I see Alanna sitting at a table in a cafe, I was about to approach and greet her, but I stop short when I see a man much bigger than her approaching her, he takes her hand and caresses it gently, for a At the moment I thought it was his law professor, it's just that I don't think it's the same one, because Alanna told me that he had jet black hair and white skin, this man was dark skinned and with blonde hair color, maybe He was a friend but I see a bag with a white content passing him and I realized it was a friend who sold drugs.

Alanna Harper, you're in serious trouble.

The seller stays a few minutes and then leaves, All stays a while longer until he finishes his shake and leaves, before following her I send a message to Evan advising him to be home a little late and to take good care of MIa. I tie my hair in a ponytail and put on a black cap that I had in my backpack, she did not even realize that I was following her, she enters her apartment, luckily her apartment has a balcony and her neighbor is a woman in her sixties years which knows me, and always leaves the key under a typical flowerpot. I walk in and carefully step onto Alanna's balcony, and then I saw her, she was snorting cocaine, my little sister was using. The tears came out and I couldn't contain them, how come I didn't realize that she was using drugs? Am I being such a bad sister?

I looked deeper into her apartment and it was all a total mess, and that's unusual because Alanna is one of the tidiest people I know, she literally hates clutter but now her own apartment has turned into disgusting. She was about to consume the last remaining line but she was not going to see that, she was not going to allow it. With a kick I open the balcony door and she jumps with fright;

-Emma? What ... what the hell are you doing here?

-I would like to know what the hell are you doing Alanna Harper! How long has this been happening?

-It's not your problem Emma, ​​just get out of here please.

-May I go ?, HA! Not even in your dreams, look how you are, here it smells worse than a public bathroom but the smell and the disaster are the least of it, I want to know, since when do you consume ?.

-Go Emma,

.Tell me!!.

-Since mom and dad died! You're happy! You already have your damn answer, now go. Get out of my apartment or I'll call the police!

-Ah yes? Well-I take the cell phone and give it to him-here, call the damn police so they can see your magic powder and you tell them the name of your salesperson. Has this shit consumed your brain or what?

-What do you want from my Emma?! Go to your damn house, they are your perfect family and leave me alone for heaven's sake, go.

-What the hell is wrong with you? I'm here to help you Alanna.

-Help me? You left me alone since our parents passed away, you are a son of a bitch, their death did not hurt you apparently because you are already doing your life as if nothing had happened-between tears and anger, I gave him a slap.

-And what do you want me to do? Let me cry them all my life? I have a daughter Alana I can't collapse now, but don't say that you suffer more because none suffers more than the other and that is the last time you tell me son of a bitch, I'm your fucking sister !! Not just any street.

"I think anybody on the street would be a better sister." No, she didn't say it, my heart sank and the tears came out stronger. The second person I love the most was leaving me alone, I didn't want to lose her too, but how to help someone who doesn't want you to help him?

-Find me when you really want to change and you are sorry

give of everything you told me. I don't want to lose you too, so I hope you reconsider everything you said, the doors of my house will always be open to you. I hope to get my sister back soon. I left through the door of his apartment and while I went down the stairs the tears did the same, I stopped and fell on a step, I could not stop crying, guilt and anguish were seizing me suddenly, I tried to calm myself but he couldn't. I screamed so loudly that instead of a cry of anger or rage, it sounded more like a heartrending scream, as if every part of my throat and body were slowly and painfully pulling apart.

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Wow, how intense today's episode, don't you think?

Were you surprised that Alanna got into drugs?

Do you think she will recover?

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