The Imperfect Life

Hee Byol's pov

"Mom!...I'm going to school now" I said

"ok sweetie have fun and take care" my mom said

I was riding my bike to my school which is just an 8 minute ride My life was happy and I liked it I have true friends eventhough my Appa left us for another girl I'm still happy because I have Eomma

I chained my bike on the bikerack and went inside the school gates and I felt awkward because they're all looking at me with disgust and hatred written all over their faces I was walking when I saw my two Bestfriends

"Shikhyung!...Misty!" I called and ran to them they looked at me with anger written all over their face

"what's wrong?...did something happened" I said but they replied me with slaps I got shock

"I did'nt know you could do that bitch....your so fake don't talk to us ever again you fucking two-faced bitch" Shikhyung said and walked away I just held my cheek feeling the stinging sensation building up

'what did I do'

I was walking through the hallways and more and more people said they hate me and called me names and I don't have a clue why they're treating me badly...

I was in the middle of thinking when someone threw a paper at me I looked at it and saw my old pictures of me bullying my schoolmates in my old school and the picture has something written all over it

PARK HEE BYOL IS A TWO FACED BITCH DON'T GET CLOSE TO HER OR YOU'LL GET TORTURED

I froze

'nobody knows my past life even my Eomma does'nt know about this...who did this'

I walked silently to my classroom Ignoring the whispers and the glares I regretted everthing I've done in my past life but I know I deserved this Karma just came late I sat down at the front and looked outside but I noticed 4 boys which caught my attention

'they look so familiar....I know I saw them before'

I looked at them closely but a person blocked me I looked up to see Misty

"If you dare touch them....I'll kill you with both of my hands" she said and pulled my hair I winced in pain

"Got that!..." she said and tightened her grip on my hair making me scream in pain I looked at everyone whose just looking at me with smirks

'Hee Byol don't cry infront of them don't give them the satisfaction they want'

"Ahhh!...YES!" I said when she pulled my hair she smirked and walked away and I saw Shikhyung giving Misty a thumbs up and saying she did well I just looked down resisting myself from crying

'I know I deserved this but it hurts seeing my bestfriends act harhsly towards me'

I just sighed our class adviser then went inside with a smile on her face but when she saw me her smile faded

"good morning class...as you can see there are rumors spreading around the campus" she said and looked at me

"I'm very dissapointed at you Hee Byol" she said

'even the teachers....shit'

"and we informed your mother about your behavior...she will be here at break to talk to you and the principal" she said when I heard my mom my heartbeat stopped.

"E-eomma" I whispered to myself

"anyways I would like to inform all of you that you we'll have three new students in your class....come in" she said and right after she said that 3 boys are now walking inside with smiles on their faces but when they looked at me their smiles faded

"introduce yourselves please" our adviser said then a short guy walked infront

"annyeong! My name is Tristan Grey....hope we can be friends...well except for that one" he said and pointed to me. I just looked away when another boy stood infront.

"My name is Kurt Alexander Smith I'm really happy to see all of you...except for her" he said pointing his index finger at me then the last one stood infront I froze at my spot.

'I think I know this guy'

"Hi My name is Elijah James William and I'm looking forward for us to be close for the rest of our schooldays....but I will never like that girl there" he said and pointed to me they just laughed even my adviser I'm so embarrased

'its your fault Hee Byol you deserved it'

They sat at random seats no one sat beside me and I know why I just looked outside and waited for the bell and finally the bell rang its breaktime I stood up and was about to go outside but my adviser called me

"Ms.Park come with me to the principal's office your mother is waiting.

At first I hesitated but walked with her after. we were silent until I reached the principal's office I opened the door but once I looked inside my Eomma slapped me causing me to stumble a little.

"where did I go wrong huh?...tell me where!" my mom yelled I just looked down

"I'am s-sorry E-eomma" I said and held her hand she pulled her hand away and looked at me.

"don't call me eomma...your not my daughter" she said I froze I know Eomma gets really angry when I make mistakes but she never went too far like she said now....she never said that to me I guess she really hates me leading her to abandon her child

"Mrs.Park what diciplinary action would you suggest that will suit your Ms.Park's behaviour" the principal said

"I don't care what you do to her...just give her what she deserves" My mom stood up and walked towards the door

"get out of my house or you'll get a beating from me" she said and walked out

'my eomma is kicking me out'

"I'll go out now..." I said I went out and walked to the rooftop I looked at the sky then I just felt my cheeks getting wet

"why did I even live....this school hates me...my friends abused me....my mother abandoned me...I have nothing no one wants me no one cares about me" I said and cried out

After minutes of crying I just sat there I did'nt attend my afternoon classes and went to my eomma's house I looked at the door seeing all my stuff I quickly ran and got it we just moved in a week ago so my stuff us not that many just clothes,shoes,toiletries,my laptop and headphones and some stuff toys

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and dialed a number good thing I got an ahjumma's number who is willing to let me stay and its just a couple of blocks away from my school 13minute drive if I use my bike

'yeobosaeyo?"

"ahjumma its me...Hee Byol"

"oh hi are you sweetie"

"I-i'am fine"

"Hee Byol I'm a mother too I know you're not okay"

"I will take the apartment how much is it ahjumma"

"come here and we'll talk EVERYTHING about it.."

"ok....I'am hanging up"

I ended the call and called a taxi the driver helped me put my things inside and he tied my bike in the back I thanked him and got on and I told the driver the directions after 10 minutes i got to my destination I once again thanked the driver for helping me

"Hee Byol!" ahjumma called

"ahjumma" I said

"Oh come on Hee Byol just call me auntie Shin"

"ah ok auntie" i said

"lets go inside and talk" auntie said and helped me with my.stuff we went in it was cozy and its a little small but can fit 3 people inside

"sit down sweetie" aunt said I sat down and looked at the floor

"uhmmm a-about t-the rent" I said

"that's not what I want to talk about Hee Byol" she said seriously

"what do you mean" I said

"there's something wrong I know it...its ok you can tell me I'm just right here and I will believe everything you say" auntie said what auntie said made me relax a bit and I can feel that auntie is a trustworthy person I looked down and told her everything how my past ruined my present and probably future life after that auntie hugged me and starts to sob I bit my lip to resist my crying

"gosh your going through such difficulties...if my son has a life expirience like yours I will clearly understand him and not abandon him....don't worry Hee Byol I'm here now I'll help you arasseo!" auntie said I hugged auntie so tightly to express my thank you I really needed comfort

"oh and Hee Byol about the rent its free you don't have to pay for anything just finish your studies" auntie said

"no..no auntie I have to pay you help me too much auntie" I said

"no paying for rent and.thats final you need your money for your food and expenses its the least I can do" auntie said I ran to her and hugged her

"thank you auntie" I said

"your welcome sweetie"

"do you mind if I call you mom" I said and smiled and she suddenly teared up and hugged me too

"no I don't mind at all" she said and kissed my forhead she's more understanding and caring than my actual mother

"anyways I have to go Tanner is waiting for me are you okay here" mom said worried

"don't worry mom i'll be ok" I said and smiled to her

"I'll introduce you to Tanner later ok...bye sweetie" she said and went outside after that my knees gave up and suddenly my cheeks became wet I hugged my legs and rock back and fort I miss my real eomma but she just abandoned me

"eomma...mian mian jebal help me i miss you" I said and saw something shiny I grabbed it and saw it was a blade I did'nt know what came through me and I started cutting my wrist eventhough it looks like it hurts a lot I can't feel anything its like I'm numb for no reason

after that I cleaned it and wore a sweater so mom won't see it

I went to my room and layed down and cried myself to sleep