Then? Why are you crying?

Lucille's POV

People might be wondering why I kept on doing things secretly without dad and even my sister knowing what this really is all about. Aiden is always with Gildrow, of course, it may look like 'our' child is staying to play with Jayden but in fact, the deal was about to be done. I would give him the child in exchange of being the co-leader of Thorns, I don't want that to happen, actually. I just want to give the child and let them leave together with my sister. I know it may sound harsh and coldhearted, but I kept on thinking what would happen if Leslie discovered about that disgusting truth. I've been stressed since the day I knew I was pregnant and been devastated when that child was born. Sorry for being like this but I really don't want that child, it keeps on giving me that memory of that sinful night. I was being hurt at the same time whenever I saw Hubert being good to that child, what if he's really our son and not his?