-Help Me -

Help me,

It hurts so much,

Guess I haven't got any luck,

To defeat a world,

That is so very dark.

Help me,

It feels like I'm falling under,

Maybe it's from all the pressure,

I really try my very best,

But it's not enough I guess.

Help me,

I cry myself to sleep,

Hoping when will this all change,

It's scary being in my brain,

Get me out of this place.

Help me,

I started hurting myself,

More physical this time,

I know I should stop,

But it makes me feel nice.

Help me,

I'm on the edge,

Barely even on the line,

Don't know when I'll burst,

Or just break down and cry.

Help me,

   I'm starting to think you can't help me,

   Oh, wait nobody can,

   It's back to me being silent,

   I guess it will never end.

Hello people, I'm back with another poem and this one well it's really personal. I think not long before I wrote this poem I started self harming. Self harming is never the answer, I know that now. I have made it my new years resolution to stop self harming. Even though I failed to stop but I'm trying my very best and I'm proud to say that it has been months since I did it. Even though there are some days, the really bad ones where I feel like i have to do it. I tell my self it's not worth it. It's not worth having scars on your body. So again I letting you guys know if you ever want to talk I'm here for you. This book is soon coming to an end, so i would like to thank all of you for your support in reading my book,voting on my poems it really means a lot to me. Once a again thank you so much.

Love,

C