-Numb-

Numb,

  I feel numb,

  From all the words to shouts,

  I just feel so done.

Numb,

   I try to feel,

   But when I do,

   I just cry myself to sleep.

Numb,

  I hate feeling this way,

  Jealous of happiness,

  Something I'll never experience.

Numb,

  Everything hurts,

  I guess I lied,

  In the end I'm just broken.

Numb,

  I try to smile,

  But what's the point,

  When I'm barely alive.

Numb,

  I used to cut,

  Hoping not to feel,

  Now I just have scars branded on me.

Numb,

   I'm tired of acting this way,

   I just want to feel something,

   Even if it's just for a day.

Love,

C🦋