-Tired-

Tired,

  I'm tired,

  I just want it to stop,

  I don't want to feel.

Tired,

  I'm sick of it,

  Always haunting me at night,

  I'm terrified to shut my eyes.

Tired,

  Why can't it stop?

   I pray everyday,

   Hoping I don't wake the next.

Tired,

  Nobody hears me,

  I'm always shut out,

  It's better if I'm not around.

Tired,

  Thought I was getting good,

  But jokes on me,

  My life will never ever be steady.

Tired,

  I just want to give up,

  Breakdown and cry,

  But I hold it in and silently die.

Love,

C🦋