-Torn-

:Author's note at the end:

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Torn,

  Do I love or hate,

  Should I make you suffer

  Or maybe wallow in pain?

Torn,

  You broke me down,

  Made me feel nothing,

  I hope you're glad now.

Torn,

  I don't want to flinch,

  I want to live a normal life,

  You make me feel like I don't deserve to be alive.

Torn,

  I need help,

  But if I told you I have depression,

  You would just say I'm overreacting.

Torn,

  Piece by piece,

  My heart broke,

  Now I've given up on hope.

Torn,

  I'm so tired,

  I want to give up,

  But people say "I've got to stay strong".

Torn,

Why do you do this?

Hurt me I mean,

What did I do to make you hate me.

30/12/2020

Love,

C🦋

Hello you amazing hoomans. I know it's been awhile since I've posted and I personally think this poem isn't my best but when I was about to fall asleep yesterday I got and idea for a new poem and I actually went as far as making up the first stanza so the next day morning I decided to write it down so I would like to apologise if it isn't my best work. Anyway New years is around the corner how do you guys feel about entering 2021? I mean let's all just face it that 2020 was probably the worst year ever but at the same time this year helped me in controlling my anxiety and depression. I've had more time so self reflect and I've learn so much about myself. Anyway enough about me let me know what's your new year's resolution is for 2021.

Looking forward in reading your comments. I would also like to take the time now to thank my readers for voting and even considered in reading my book. I know I'm not a professional but these poems really helped me in expressing myself.

This has to be the longest author's note I've ever written lmaooo but yea once again a big thank you to you guys out there. Stay safe you lil potatoes 🦋✨