riley

I cant believe that she did that to me she just literally made me feel like a sex toy. I didn't want to cry in front of her so I walked away I wanted her to console me but Kiara is not like that never will she be like that. She has a weird way of showing me that she cares about me which is showering me with money. Her mother is the famous Dr Kingston who owns a whole mental asylum. "Riley I am sorry please don't push me out" I didn't notice Kiara entering the secret class " leave me alone all you see is a sex toy" I wanted to run out and never come back " riley I care about I really do but its not enough for me to love you please understand I cant love you" I was surprised to hear Kiara talk about her emotions like that she never does I guess she does care about me just a little. She then hugged me then started brushing my hair slowly. When then made our way to class hand in hand this was cute if you ask me. I liked Kiara like this she looked happy. "we going to be writing our math on Thursday so you better start practicing" Mr Norman was such a pain now I have a paper to study for I think I will use this opportunity to go to Kiara's crib I mean for a 17 year old she is good at everything I mean everything. She is your normal size 30 and 32b bra she is very beautiful but I don't think she likes being told that every time I try to touch she flinches or moves away. I hope one day I will be able touch her the way she touches me until then I have no other choice but to be a sub. I don't really like going home but I don't really have a choice. I was lost in thought when I realized that I was in that hell hole that I should call a home. "riley come here you left the dishes unwashed and why did you not bathe Ronald in the morning you little stupid bitch" this was the woman I was supposed to call my mother than one that makes sure that my like is a living hell she is drunkard and a prostitute nobody knows who my father is and that's the same for Ronald. "Mom please stop drinking that Luke get out now" I was now yelling like hits her and rapes her every opportunity he gets but my mom needs him he pays all the bills and well all kinda depend on him so mother does anything to keep him around and I mean anything. "Hey Riley what's the short skirt for you got a boyfriend now" Luke has tried to force himself on me several times but I have always managed to escape. I quickly ran to my room with Ronald in my arms because I have seen him inserting his penis in Ronald's mouth while my mother watched. Honestly this family is disgusting and depressing. I just cried while Ronald played with his toys in my room. What did we do to deserve this life a mother who doesnt even know what we are eating next and fathers we dont know of