The begining of my life

"No Matter how great you are, at the end,you are dust,and you will go back to dust"

Those were the last words that the priest said on a stony grave...a man in the forty_eight years old was standing next to that grave crying ,angry and sullen "you can't live anymore...."

Under this rainy sky he was tired, asking that dead person to come back again..."I can't live without you ...please..please...how can I make my food? How ?

You know... you know your man is so lazy...who will wake me up early??you are not here ...what can I do to have you again??how can I get you again?.."

His low voice was rising with each new word...then he fall down in front of her grave begging her _please_please_please...in a very weak voice .

An old woman bend next to him ,puting her hand on his shoulder "Joseph...be strong.

May she rest in peace""come ! let's go back to home"

he shaked hia head many times ...and a vengeful features appeared at his face ...promising that he will not forget the one who had killed his wife...

After a very long time ,he went back heavy_footed to his house ,opened the door of that ruined woody house to meet that old woman again...but she was holding a child between her hands...she smiled when he had sit next to her looking at that child...

she was singing a very old song

"May That Bird Catch Its Dreams..

May It reaches to that throne,

with the holy great names..

It will be the king that will never gone."

_Are you trying to calm this devil spirit down?

asked he with a broken vengeful smile...

she looked at him as she is begging him to stop his hateful words...

_Joseph...she is your daughter.

and put her in front of him...exactly against his face,but he rised his hand and threw that child in the blink of an eye...

_what did you do??

she run quickly to take that child from this very bad place...he was smiling ..

_she is a devil ! lucy, she is an ominus child...she is the reason.

_shut up ! she is just an ignorant child.She is your child.

_She killed her mother...she is a devil.

_you are the devil ,Joseph.

Then she pushed him away ,to go out with this unlucky creature.

_Go to hell crazy man.you will regret one day.

He was still staring at the door she slapped behind,smiling and crying.

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It was raining outside when she was runnnig, holding that little creature ..."oh God ..i want to get home quickly.why my house is so far!😞"

that little child was crying as she really knows that her father had left her...

she went back with her memory to three days ago when a strange woman(a beggar) was holding this child between her hands"she will be a great unitive.!She will unit the whole kingdom..her fate is already written.."then she looked at Joseph "your daughter will be a very famous queen"

Nobody believed her because she is a beggar ...they laughed at her ,and at their bad luck

_she will not be anything else except a farmer exactly like us.

And then she went back to her present and

looked at this child "Fate. you will be a good queen ,I believe on you"