Please kill me

Suddenly I had no will of living, I wanted to end everything. I could no longer muster up my strength to carry especially now that I was on my own.

I couldn't find the courage to through this suffering again.

My phone beside the Lamp started to vibrate nonstop and I dragged my body to reach out for it then answered the call.

"Tia, why are you...."

"I can't do this anymore, I don't want to live anymore. I want to die. Please Kill me" I wept, begging to the voice to end my existence.

"Tia!Tia" the soft voice panicked while I dropped my phone to the floor and forced myself up from the bed.

Without putting much thought I went straight to the bathroom.

My unsteady legs made me tumble and tassel my way to the bathroom but after reached there I began to fill up the bathtub.

I was not going to give him satisfaction to kill me.

If I had to die then My death would be with my own hands, not anyone else.

"Go to hell Kim Taehyung" I yelled like a madwoman raising my middle finger up in the air and searched for anything I could use to slit my wrists.

"You fucker" I screamed when I found nothing that could help me to get rid of myself so I went out and shattered the mirror hanging above the basin with a punch then I grabbed a sharp look shred of glass laughing menacingly.

Blood gushed out of my fist as I held the key to my salvation. After I die, I would be free from this madness. I was even hoping to come back as a spirit so that I could hunt whatever that was trying to push me to madness.

I proceed to slash my wrist when someone grabbed me from behind preventing me from harming myself.

"AHHHHH leave me" I screamed thrashing my way out of his grip.

"Tiara Stop!!" his voice growled battling to keep me under his grasp.

"NO!NO!NO, I need to end this" I was literally throwing my legs on the air twisting my body rapidly.

I denied to surrender, I wouldn't allow anyone or anything to block me to get my freedom.

"TIAAAA" his voice yelled the soul out of me and I collapsed in the ground like a lifeless doll losing my consciousness again.