Recalling Past

"I think I was 17 when I first saw him, so beautiful yet an enigma." I began flashing him a weak smile.

"We went to the same high school and he was tagged as a weird boy since no one could understand him but In my eyes, he was a genius. I always believed he was misunderstood and never liked how other students would just ignore him" I sunk back in the bed as Jungkook placed a pillow behind our back to lean against.

"I thought he simply lacked social skills and other kids hated him for being perfect, so one day after having a crush on him for almost a year, I approached him and confessed" I flinched recalling the exact moment of my life which would be the reason for every devastation that would follow after.

"Taehyung didn't reply to me so I thought he had rejected me because right after my confession he had simply stood up and left " The memories flashed making uneasiness to settle down within me. The feeling was similar to having an upset stomach and the further I dived into my past the more the anxiety bubbled up.

"I was a bit sad but I didn't let the rejection affect me however the very next day rather than taking his usual seat he proceeded to sit beside me. He wouldn't talk much but following that day always sat near to me." I scoffed at my naive self who at that time I found his actions cute.

"maybe he was shy" this was the exact thought that had crossed my mind

"Suddenly one day when a Jimin asked me out Taehyung interfered claiming I was his" I resumed retelling my story which seemed like a fairy tale in the beginning, sweet and gentle.

For my eighteen-years self, it was the happiest moment of my life knowing the guy I liked for so long was reciprocating my feelings. I was in cloud-nine when Taehyung had taken hold of my hand and led me out of the cafeteria disregarding the wide eyes of the crowd that was watching us in confusion.