Chapter 53 - Mo Mi, Mo Li

"Yang Anyu, so do you also have two worlds in your heart?"

After he finished speaking, Dao Fu's sharp eyes cast straight into Yang Anyu's eyes, making him startled.

Two worlds?

Does it mean that I used to be a small guard in ancient times, and now I have entered the entertainment circle again, struggling on the star path? Or does it have a deeper meaning?

Seeing Yang Anyu's expression a bit wrong, Fu Cheng was willing to help his glasses: "Sorry, maybe this question is a bit abrupt, just listen to it, don't be too serious."

"Yeah." Yang Anyu smiled faintly, that question really made him a little dazed, so he didn't know how to answer the conversation right now.

Fu Chengyuan's eyes flashed, and then he smiled: "Xiao Yu, I know that Director Jiang's "Shadow Wolf Forest" has also invited you. After all, you have great potential and strong plasticity, so I don't want it. "If you are interested, you can contact me. I will show you the brief script first, so that you can better understand the story."

Yang Anyu: "Okay."

A day later, Director Fu put the story outline and related introductions of the film "Misted" in a folder, then compressed it and sent it to Yang Anyu.

Everyone lives in his heart, who is not himself. "Blurred" revolves around this theme, and then takes the male protagonist with dual personality as the starting point, and slowly unfolds the plot to the audience.

At the beginning of the story, the stepmother of the actor's home jumped off the building and died.

Before this, there have been many cases of jumping off the building, and the deceased were all the people around the actor Mo Mi, relatives, classmates, teachers, etc.

After the death of his biological mother, the protagonist Mo Mi lives with his father and stepmother. The stepmother has a young daughter who is the little princess in the family who enjoys all kinds of love, but he is always forgotten by others.

In fact, Mo Mi's academic performance is quite good. He is a very obedient and respectful academic bully, but at the same time he is very timid and weak. No matter how many times he is bullied and laughed at by his classmates or other people, he always follows Without resisting, for two decades, he has developed a particularly submissive temperament.

However, his twin brother Li is different. He is a daring and rebellious bad boy, but he especially likes this clever brother, so he often protects him, but when he was thirteen years old, he was hit and killed by a car.

In the next seven years, Mo Mi became even more silent and withdrawn, and during the day he was timid and fearful of Mo Mi. At night, he would unconsciously act as his younger brother "Mo Li", which looked exactly like him. Twin brother.

Having suppressed the Mo fan in his heart for a long time, after becoming "Mo Li", he can liberate himself and do a lot of crazy things, such as smoking, drinking and fighting, bullying the weak and molesting girls and so on. child".

However, no matter which side, the hero's psychology is dark and distorted.

The protagonist Mo Mi is very afraid to look in the mirror. Whenever he faces the mirror in the dead of night, his emotions cannot be vented, and he cannot control himself. He starts violent self-harm behavior, biting his wrist or cutting his arm with a knife. , Thighs, etc.

And gradually, he not only hurt himself, but also started hurting other people who had been sorry for himself. Mo Mi used his clever brain to commit a crime and produced a perfect alibi every time, but he was eventually found out and was arrested by the police chief.

After getting to know the story of "Blurred", Yang Anyu couldn't sleep in the middle of the night.

Although he may have the opportunity to be the leading actor in a movie, it is definitely not easy to truly play the role of "Mo Mi", which is a dual personality, and it is a challenge for him.

It's not just about acting, but to figure out the duality of the role, he has to try to experience it himself.

In everyone's heart, is there a self who is not himself? Yang Anyu closed his eyes, and then looked for the broken memory fragments before, and slowly pieced them together...

The next day, Yang Anyu got up early, he took the initiative to contact Qi Sen and expressed his thoughts.

Therefore, Yang Anyu politely rejected Director Jiang and decided to cooperate with Fu Chengyuan and joined the crew of "Misted".

At the start-up meeting, Yang Anyu, the other starring actors, had heard of it before, but this was the first time he had collaborated and was making a movie, so Yang Anyu was a little nervous.

Director Fu upholds his usual style, so this dark style, a movie that focuses on exploring split personality, is still a low-cost small investment. There are also a few less famous newcomers among the actors.

No, there are two new faces, Yang Anyu is not familiar with them at all, and he needs to be introduced by Director Fu. After that, he saw the male number two who was late because of other activities.

However, he didn't expect that the person who played the second male number Luo Yu in the film turned out to be Tang Xiao? !

Astonishment flashed through Yang Anyu's eyes. He didn't know this beforehand, and the government had never released any news about the male second. It was said to be a mystery, but in fact, it might be that something went wrong internally and the actor was not fixed.

"Xiaoyu, are you surprised?" When Tang Xiao laughed, he always looked harmless.

"Uh, it's okay." Yang Anyu curled his lips, and couldn't help but slander in his heart: This is simply a surprise!

Although he knew that Tang Xiao could not always be a singer obediently and concentrate on the music scene, but who knew that Tang Xiao entered the film and television industry so soon, and the first time he acted was the male second in the movie?

Thinking about Tang Xiao's backstage and the man's scheming, Yang Anyu probably understands why the actor of the former male second "Luo Yu" has not been selected for a long time.

Seeing this, Director Fu also came over to pat Tang Xiao and smiled and said to Yang Anyu: "Even though Tang Xiao is a singer, he has passed the previous auditions. I think he also has the potential to be an actor."

"oh, I see."

Yang Anyu nodded slightly. In some respects, Tang Xiao could indeed act well.

"Xiaoyu, aren't you and Tang Xiao good friends? I participated in "Challenge First Time" together last year. There must be a tacit understanding between you, I believe you!"

Yang Anyu smiled helplessly, but Tang Xiao showed great confidence: "Well, Director Fu, we will definitely not let you down."

After that, when there was no one around, Yang Anyu walked up to Tang Xiao with a cold look in his eyes: "I hope you can really make a good film, don't use any small tricks, otherwise..."

The following words were self-evident. After Yang Anyu left a warning, he quickly walked away.

Looking at the back of Yang Anyu's departure, Tang Xiao remained unchanged, but squeezed his palms to himself.

Is it so hard to be friends? Yang Anyu was always so on guard against him, it was obviously a fool like Yu Siyuan that had been targeting him intentionally, but he had never really thought of hurting him.

At this time, Tang Xiao's new agent, Wu Shao, slowly walked forward and saw through.

"Obviously the time is not ripe enough, we still need some time to prepare, but you insist on filming "Blurred", Tang Xiao, do you like him?"

"..." Tang Xiao stagnated for a moment, then curled his lips and sneered, "Is this important? I will figure out these things myself, Mr. Wu, don't bother you. Now, as long as you understand that Yi Chenyan likes him very much, Isn't it enough?"

Tang Xiao's eyes dimmed suddenly. He didn't want to hurt Yang Anyu, but the relationship between Yang Anyu and Yi Chenyan...

On the other hand, Tang Xiao starred in the male second of "Misted" and the news that he was going to cooperate with Yang Anyu has caused heated discussions on the Internet. Some fans in the two companies have had frictions because of Tang Xiao's "inverted posting" problem, and now they have a little relationship. Subtle, but still peaceful.

After Ying Yi learned the news, he felt unhappy.

"Li Ye, say it again, the identity of Luo Yu in the play."

Li Ye was a little speechless, a certain actor was obviously jealous again, but Li Ye also followed him and said it again.

"The male protagonist Mo Mi's classmate has been in the same class for three years in high school. Sheriff Luo's son, who cares about the male protagonist, may also like him a little bit, ahem."

Li Ye cleared his throat. In fact, it's normal to add some elements of homo-sexuality in the literary film.

"..." Yi Chen said nothing, thinking about something in his heart.

Maybe you like "Luo Yu" in the play, but what about Tang Xiao in reality? He knew this answer long ago, and he had already investigated Tang Xiao's background.

Tang Xiao had people inside Shang Huan, not only the uncle of the Yang family holding him, but the Zhengyang Financial Group could also rely on him. However, if you really irritate yourself, it doesn't matter.

He can abandon many things, but there are some things that he absolutely cannot.

Seeing Yi Chenyan concentrating on something, Li Ye was vaguely uneasy, and he spoke again: "Chenyan, I haven't had time to say something."

"You speak." Yi Chenyan said lightly.

"Tang Xiao just changed to a new agent this week, yes..." Li Ye paused, seeming to hesitate, but after all he continued, "It's Wu Shao."

Yi Chenyan's face instantly condensed, and there was a deep chill in his eyes.

"Chen Yan, you have to calm down."

"I know."

Yi Chen couldn't help but closed his eyes. If something happened this time, he would never give Wu Shao the possibility of stepping into this circle again, just like that person.

Soon after, Yang Anyu joined the "Blurred" crew, but the filming didn't go well, and it was always unceasing. At first, he thought that he could not play the rebellious brother Mo Li, and he didn't know it well. In the true sense, "Mo Mi" is even more difficult to show.

And the more he wants to be a fan, the greater the pressure.

This weekend, seeing Yang Anyu's mood not very good, especially the part of self-harm, Fu asked Yang Anyu to rest for two days. Later, Yi Chenyan also took Yang Anyu to himself.

Beixing District, S City, the forest area villa area.

At night, Yi Chenyan was still asleep, but Yang Anyu suddenly woke up, and then quietly got up.

He seemed to have a nightmare, but he can't remember it now. Yang Anyu rubbed his eyebrows, then involuntarily went to the bathroom and stood in front of the bathroom mirror.

Facing the face in the mirror that was exactly the same as his own, Yang Anyu was in a daze of inexplicable and unclear way.

Recently, he felt that he was weird, but he couldn't figure out exactly what it was. Because of the dual personality of "Mo Mi", he has been trying to figure out the psychology of this character recently, and sometimes his head is dizzy.

Yang Anyu remembers that Director Fu said that the actor Mo Mi was self-harm, depreciation, torture, and even abuse due to his disappointment, hatred, and dissatisfaction with his reality.

Physical pain can often alleviate and cover mental anxiety. Physical self-harm is a way of stress transfer. For example, many people sometimes cut their hair, smoke and drink alcohol, and often get tattoos and drugs.

Thinking of this, Yang Anyu raised his arm, and then bit down on his wrist.

He didn't bite hard, just want to experience this feeling first-hand. After that, he took out a fruit knife and tried to make a stroke on the wrist with the back of the knife.

But in the next second, Yi Chenyan suddenly appeared and snatched the knife in Yang Anyu's hand.

With a sound of "Bang Dang", the knife was thrown away. Yang Anyu also looked at Yi Chenyan in a daze. He opened his mouth. Before he could speak, Yi Chenyan hugged him tightly.

Suddenly, a strong uneasiness hit his heart, causing Yi Chenyan's arm to constantly force, and Yang Anyu was firmly imprisoned in his arms.