My Current Life In My Previous School

College. One of the best and worst chapters in our life. Many say that college life is fun, boring, lots of experiences, first times, and most of all, hard. During the last days when I was a Senior High, I taught about college, what should I take up for college? But then I heard about this new school for Engineers, and I told myself that I should take an entrance exam and will study hard if ever I will pass, and glad to say that I passed the exam. On the first day of class, I felt nervous and excited. During my first day, I made new friends already. But during the first week of class, I tell you, it's not that easy for me because we have lots of assignments to be passed next week, we have our group study always, always go to the library to make reservations to use the conference room. College there is super hard, but I studied hard, every day you need to study, but I don't feel that blue and down because I have my friends with me all the time.

In my previous school, I struggled. I've experienced lots of obstacles. During the first week of class, I felt sick like stressed out over my studies, I overthink a lot, and with that, I suffered dizziness like my whole world turned into pitch black and, I almost fell unconscious, I felt anxieties already, I don't even know myself, I sometimes have a blank stare, I almost gave up on myself, but I encouraged myself not to because it's just my first week of class, even my classmates experienced it. I experienced having failing grades over one subject, and it's hard for me, also my friends, we struggled a lot, I failed the subject three times already, and that is the time that I will give up, I made up my mind that I will shift and transfer to another school. I told my mom about it, and she agreed, she told me that she has no problems with the payments, but it's my decision, and she also knows that I'm struggling and having a hard time. Even though it's a very standard school, it is also my dream school. I want to graduate there, but it's not my destiny to study there, and if I will continue to study there, my brain can't handle it.

I will always remember those moments with my friends there. It's not just moments but a memory to me that I will keep and remember. The struggles, anxieties, fun times with my friends and professors. I miss it already. Now, I'm enrolled in another school and I shifted to another course but my course is not engineering anymore but BS Psychology. I'm hoping that this is really for me, I picked this course (Psychology) because I'm curious and I want to study human behavior. Some say it is hard, but I told myself that nothing is impossible if that's what you want in your life. Some also say that why not Psychology because I'm good at advising and showing sympathy to other people, I can read their expressions because I know them already. I have made a mistake with my first choice, and I hope it goes well this time.

Make the right decision in your life. We know that we are young and immature sometimes but think thoroughly about your future, what you want to do with your life. Don't listen to your parents what they wanted for you because, in the end, it is still your decision because there are parents who are like that (not my parents), making decisions on their own and not thinking about you. In my opinion, if they like that course for you and you don't like it, then they will be the ones to study and not you. Challenges and struggles are present when you are in college, we face them every day, but that challenges and struggles can lead to a better and brighter future. It's just a matter of choice.