Chapter 9: Guys and Relationships

I've always imagined a fairy-tale-like love story, and relationship like I want to meet a person in my life, and he is the only one for me until I die, I want my first kiss on our wedding day, and many more. I like lots of boys, but during my 20 years of existence in this world, I have never been in a relationship or no boyfriend since birth, but I'm sure that he is out there also looking for me but at the right time and place. I wanted to have a relationship, I want to try being in a relationship, but I'm not ready to face and experience love because I'm afraid to feel hurt. I experience having suitors but I turned them down, we did not make our relationship official, we just dated, and that's it.

We know that part of love is pain. We will experience it in the process. I got my first love when I was in 7th grade but a one-sided love, it hurts, but I know that he is not the right man for me. Maybe in the future I will see and meet him, I have to be patient. Patience is part of love because we don't want to rush things, we need to calm down, and take it slow, and you will find the right guy for you.