I still have in my mind what Meera had said but after getting in touch with Aarav. I can't stay away from him, not at least as much as his friend. He is a very good friend of mine and it's okay to make mistakes because no one is perfect. But with the fact of what Meera had told me I will not think about having any other kind of relationship with Aarav. We're good as friends only and that's best for both of us because we both are different.
After thinking all of this. I dialed Aarav's number. After two three rings he picked up the call. I said, "Hey , I'm Sorry to cut the call like that yesterday."
He said, " Hello, I think you needed time to understand the things. So it's okay to take a break and think. Can you tell me what you were thinking in this break time and tell me if you really want to share with me there's no compulsion."
I didn't think that he would be this much calm right now and as we both are friends so I don't need to think much about should I say him or not I can tell him honestly what I want to say so I told him, "Yesterday when you said that you just wanted to make me feel how bad you felt when I didn't respond you and because of that how you get hurted. After listening to you I got angry with you because I felt and still feel that you could directly tell me what you felt without doing things like this and we both did the same thing like not talking with each other but the only difference was intention. But after thinking about all this I realized that you had not any bad intention to hurt me but you did all because you wanted me to know that you actually care for me so I should not do the mistake like that which I did. One more thing I learned a lesson from this whole thing."
He said, " Impressive I love this thing about you. You find something positive from the negative situation also. I'm really lucky to have you as my friend. Can you tell me which lesson you learnt so that I can also learn it and don't repeat my mistakes?"
As I expected from him it's really tough for him to say one simple word 'Sorry' but I like that he is saying that he made a mistake. I love that he is in a good mood today and I'm also feeling good after having this talk with him.
I told him that, "Sometimes it's better to learn from mistakes and move forward in life instead of keep focusing on those mistakes. So I learned that I should be a little responsible and send you at least a message that I reached home and also when I returned back to the hostel."
He said, " That's an impressive and important thing I learned from you today. Now all things between us seem normal between us. So let's go back to the normal talk. Tell me how was your day today?"
Then I told him about how my day was and he also shared with me about his day.
We talked about how our tour packing preparation is going. He also shared that because of anger on me. He focused on music for two days without going anywhere from the house and made some tunes and wrote some lyrics for his first song's official video. I got really happy for his efforts for his first song.
After many days we talked and our talks continued for more than two hours.
After that I go with my roommates for dinner. After dinner we roamed around the campus.
When I returned back to the room I remember that
Ohh it's Thursday today tomorrow I have to go home. So I should do the packing of my bags for the tour.
I packed my bags and the bag got full with the clothes which I bought specially for the tour. I also put some warm clothes in my bag. I put all the necessary things and my phone started ringing. I picked up the call and it's my mother. My mother asked me what I was doing and I told her that after dinner I was with my roommates roaming on the campus and then got busy packing my bags. My mother asked me if I took all the things or not and then she said at which time I will leave tomorrow for coming home. I told her that I have all things needed for the tour. Is that okay if I don't come this weekend and I have to return back to the hostel on Sunday afternoon because on Sunday early morning we had a flight.
She told me that she wants me to take some snacks made by her with me on tour. I told her that it's okay there's no need to make snacks we will buy from the restaurant. She said I had promised them that I will come home every weekend before the tour and then my father also talked with me and told me to come home before going for this tour. I couldn't say no to them. Because I know that I also miss them if I go without meeting them. So I told them that I will come home tomorrow after attending college half day and will stay till Sunday.
Tomorrow I have to go home so today I'm not in the mood for reading. After cutting off the call I checked my bag to see if I packed my stuff or not.
I will go home tomorrow with my college bag and this bag will be here.
My roommates are happy and are telling me to share pictures of the tour with them. Me and my roommates talked on different topics.
At night before sleeping I called Aarav and told him that I will go home tomorrow and he reminded me to call him and I said don't worry I will call you or message when I reach home and I will be back on Sunday afternoon and that time also I will call you.
We then talked for more than an hour and after saying goodnight we both cut off the call.
Tonight I will sleep more peacefully compared to the last few nights. After cutting off the call I slept after a few minutes.