Always With Me

Today the day represented my mood. Sad, gloomy, depressed, where all the emotions I was currently going through. Mixed that in with anger and you get a complete mess. Nuri Akiyama, my best friend, my sister, today she was going to be buried deep into the ground.

We had so many plans. So much we wanted to do with only so little time. I now felt a part of myself become absolutely empty. It was like I was breathing because I had to not because I wanted to. My sidekick was gone and part of me wanted to join her.

I had locked myself in my room for three days straight. I didn't have the energy to see anyone, yet that didn't stop Wesley from climbing into my window at night. He'd hold me tight in his arms and I'd sob until I couldn't anymore.

He'd bring me food forcing me to eat when I didn't have the energy. He had promised me he would find Nuri's killer. All I could do was the trust he meant every word he said. Right now all I wanted these days was to be alone.