IV

THE DINNER, SURPRISINGLY and shockingly didn't go as bad as I had once thought.

I, of course, got away with not eating once again, which actually made me quite happy, whereas if I ate, I would have this endless guilt built up in the pit of my stomach; even if I tried to vomit it all out. I read numerous tips online that helped - talking a lot, eating slowly and cutting food in tiny little pieces and ending up eating about 100 calories.

I hadn't eaten for a whole three days. I'm actually quite proud of myself. Yes, I am quite the drowsy one, but I feel so much lighter and feeling skinny and slim was probably the best thing.

Apparently, the human body could go sixty days without food, but not a single day without water. I'm glad the body could do this, but I know even if it couldn't; I would still do it anyways.