Sad

I got home with food and asked Lo "You sure you don't want food?"

Lo said "Nope, I'm very stuffed."

I laughed and said "Ok."

I ate and went to take a shower. I came downstairs in my pajamas. I was about to sit on the couch but I heard a knock.

Lo ran down the stairs towards the door and I said "Hey! Don't-"

She opened the door and her eyes widen. I looked at her confused and she shouted "SUGA!"

I quickly walked towards the door and said "Did you follow me?!"

Lo said with a pout "Wait you saw him and didn't tell me! No fair!"

Suga picked up Lo and came inside. I rolled my eyes and closed the door.

Lo hugged Suga tight and Suga turned red. I said "Your killing him, Lo." I said as I sat down.

Lo let go and Suga put her down. Lo looked at Suga upset and said "I missed you so much but to bad you didn't miss us."

Suga frowned in confusion and said "I missed the both of you. If I didn't I wouldn't be here."

Lo squinted her eyes and said "Moni? Is he lying?"

I shrugged and said "Suga go home, please."

Suga said "I'm not leaving. What if you leave again?"

Lo said "Your girlfriend better not come over here trying to hit us."

I laughed but stopped when Suga said "You told her I had a girlfriend?!"

Lo said "Moni! You lied."

I said "Of course not! I saw it on the internet. Suga are you going to deny Jackie is your girlfriend?!"

Suga said "I broke up with her when you left the police station."

I said "You had to look at me to break up with her?"

Suga said "Are you mad at me?! Your the one who told me to go be happy and get another girl."

I said "I'm not mad. I was happy for you but now I feel horrible."

Lo said "What? Why?!"

I said "I feel like it's my fault you broke up with her."

Suga said "I mean you left and I never stopped loving you."

Lo asked confusingly "How can you go out with Jackie but love Moni?"

I said "Suga leave. Your confusing Lo and I don't want that in her life."

Suga said "I don't like Jackie. I love you and want to be with you."

Lo said "Uh-oh. I think she's coming."

I shouted "What?! You brought her here too!"

Suga turned back and said "What?! No I didn't she's crazy!"

"Suga go outside and fix your things with her some where else." I said pointing my finger towards the door.

Suga said "Let's just ignore her."

Jackie banged the door and said "Suga I know your in there! Get out!"

I opened the door and said "Why are you here?! Leave or I'll call the cops!"

Jackie pushed me out the way and walked in.

Lo jumped on Suga's back and Jackie shouted "You have a kid?!"

Me and Suga looked at eachother.

Lo said "He's my dad."

Jackie fainted and I said "Lo! Why did you lie?!"

Lo said "I was just kidding! I guess she doesn't take jokes." Lo jumped off Suga's back.

I said "Take her away from here and never come back. We don't need to be going through any of this."

Suga said "I'm sorry but I didn't mean for any of this to happen."

Lo said "I'm sorry too."

Suga picked her up and left.

I flopped in the couch and Lo stood by the window watching Suga leave with her.

Lo turned around and asked "Are you mad at us?"

I laughed and said "No I'm not but that's his girlfriend. You shouldn't had done that."

Lo said "How did you see Suga?"

I said "Sit and I'll tell you."

Lo sat down and I told her what happened. I said "I'm going to sleep you can stay up if you want."

Lo said "Can I camp down here?"

I said "Sure but you have to clean afterwards."

I went upstairs and fell asleep.

*Next Morning*

I woke up to the giggles of Lo and the smell of pancakes. My heart began to race as I ran downstairs into the kitchen. My eyes widen as I saw Suga and Lo cooking pancakes.

I walked out and went back upstairs into the bathroom.

"Suga is back into my life and I don't know what to do." I said in my head as I brushed my teeth.

I went downstairs dressed and they were already eating. I just got a pancake and took a seat next to them.

Lo smiled really big and wiggled her feet. I looked up at her and she just starred at me. Suga was smiling really big at her and I looked at him confused.

I took another bite and Lo said "How's my pancake?"

I said "You made it?"

Lo nodded and I said "It's so good."

Lo said "I made some but the one your eating Suga made it."

I said "Oh it taste bad now."

Lo gasped and said "Really?! Suga you lose you have to take me to school tomorrow really early in the morning."

Suga touched his chest like he just got shot and said "No this sucks I have to wake up early."

Lo laughed and said "Sorry for you!"

Suga cooked amazing but I was just kidding. It really did taste amazing. I didn't want him to take her to school but I knew I didn't have another choice.

Suga said "What are you guys doing today?"

I said "What are you and Jackie doing today?"

Suga looked at me and said "I'm going out with Jackie to a art museum and do some other things."

I looked away and said "Oh I thought you broke up with her."

Suga said "I thought about giving her another chance."

Lo said "Isn't that nice?"

I looked up at Lo and said "Yes absolutely."

Lo said "What are we doing today?"

I looked at my phone and said "I need to go to the doctor today and you said you would go to that party."

Lo said "Oh yeah! I forgot!"

I said "Well hurry up and change."

Lo ran upstairs and quickly changed.

I did the dishes and Suga asked "Is everything ok?"

I said "Yes and you should get going."

Suga said "Ok have a good day."

Suga left and I pouted.

"Why is he dating her!" I said in my head.

I didn't even have to go to the doctor I just made it up. I didn't even think Meri opened up her office today.

I called in to see if she was open. To my luck she was open.

"Lo your bodyguard will take you because I may take long." I informed her as I headed out.

Lo said "Don't worry about me."

I left and told my bodyguard to stay near just in case I needed him.

I drove off to my therapist and went in.

Meri said "Moni? How are things?"

I said "I was going for it but Suga has a girlfriend now. I'm so sad now and feel mad with myself. I want to leave the city but it's not healthy for Lo. I can't just be running away with her."

Meri said "Did you tell him how you feel?"

I sat down on the couch and said "No and I won't."

Meri asked "Why?"

I said "I won't go destroy a relationship and the saddest part is that Lo is so attached to Suga. Now he won't leave and he just wants to be with her. All of this is already driving me crazy."

Meri said "How about if he wants to see her he can take Lo out so you won't have to see him."

I said "I don't want to show him I'm sad."

Meri said "So, your going to act like he doesn't exist?".

I said "I should be focusing on my work and that's what I'm going to do."

Meri said "Wow you got so confident really fast."

I chuckled and said "Yeah I'm like that but shouldn't I?"

Meri said "I think work is good but you can't just focus on that. You have Lo-"

I quickly said "Lo is fine and I won't let my work get in the way."

Meri said "Your doing fine now."

I left the therapist and sat in my car. My eyes roamed around in the car and I said "I don't have any friends here."

I thought about going out and meeting a guy but I can't. I wouldn't have time for work, dates and Lo. I sighed as I covered my face with my hands. I went home and changed into gym clothes.

I told my bodyguard to take me to the park and he did. I got off and did my warm-ups. After, awhile I started to run and power walk.

I stopped at the car to get water and my bodyguard said "Lo is ok."

I said tiredly "Thanks for informing me."

I hopped in the car and he drove back home. After, going home and taking a shower I decided to go shopping.

My bodyguard joined me and I took a few hours.

My bodyguard said "Lo is going home."

I said "Ok let's go home then."

We made it home and Lo was home.

"Lo?" I said.

My bodyguard said "Lo is already asleep."

I said "Wow she must of had so much fun. What did they do?"

My bodyguard said "They had the water moonwalks in the backyard and they played many games."

I chuckled and said "Oh my! She had lost of fun then."

I said "You guys can go home for tonight."

They left and I went into her room. I left some shopping bags in her room. "Why do kids grow up so fast?" I whispered as I left her room.