Selection 7

You never thought of me. You did not know that you were hurt or loved... It is not clear how many pieces you took from me, how much time you took, how much hope you stole. A part of me was always half with you. Because when I am with you, I am like in a tunnel where there is no light at the end. Your love was instantaneous... I only knew your existence when we were together.Because you always saw me in your pocket. Because you always thought that you were indispensable by me. What happened next? I'm broken. As I was broken, I moved away from you. Whoever was hurting me, I slowly moved away. I killed the person I called my heart inside me. I started to forget you crying every night while I was drowning in my tears. As your voice echoed in my head, I started to listen to more songs. And you were no longer there for me. Yes, you lost.

Yeah, I've had a lot of sleepless nights. And I started smoking one of those nights. I was happy that something good happened to me after you. I was very hurt because I was very upset, not as you know. But time passes. Just like I forgot your voice, your face, your smell, your skin... It also gives you the patience that causes pain. If I saw it now, maybe I would feel a bit of pain somewhere. But I don't cry like I used to, I don't feel the same emotions when I look at your pictures for hours. Anyway, the heart gets used to the troubles, sorrows, pains, and pains the most. So you lost me. Whatever you do from now on. You won't be able to see me, hear my voice, hug me again.

Love protects, does not hurt.. What you gave me was not love. It was pain, lovelessness was maybe revenge. Maybe you were afraid when you found the love you couldn't see from others. You wanted to getaway. I regret it every time I get angry at you. I use pages and paper and pen. I waste time...But you are not worth all this. You are heartless, emotionless, merciless. You do not have to hug without hurting.. You have to love without hurting.

So now I remind myself that;

You are alone.