Mystery boy

During his life, Ashura Vorhaven, has never felt happiness. There was a smile on his face when he saw his mom or when he had enjoyed desert but a genuine smile that made his checks hurt has never happened. Ashura thought he was broke, how can a young teen boy not be able to smile? It wasn't until he was the age of 14 when he found his answer.

"Mrs. Vorhaven, we believe your son has depression and suicidal tendencies, it won't effect him too much if he just sticks to his medicine"

That doctor was full of bullshit, her voice was condescending and everything about her screamed unprofessional. Mom still took her seriously though, way too seriously because for the rest of the month she acted differently toward me. She would always smile around me, try and make me laugh and I would only give her a half smile. My father thought the doctor was stupid.

"Look at him smile how can that wench say our son has depression"

He had a point. Yes I smiled but not once was it ever genuine everything felt fake like I had to produce human emotions for fear of being called out. There was no reason to smile in the world so how could I ever produce a smile?

At the age of 16, Ashura experienced his first disgust.

It wasn't because someone ate of a dirty floor floor or because someone licked a toilet seat. Ashura Vorhaven hated humans. They disgusted him.

In any shape or form humans are the epitome of the problem so how could he like them? It wasn't like I was better than them if anything every human in the world are on higher pedestals than me.

Ashura was a pessimistic through and through and even if it was a criminal they would always be ranked above himself. There was no human in the world who was as worthless as him.

It was ironic really someone who hated humans always ranked them above him. They were disgusting because they were selfish, egotistical, and ignorant. The world could be dying and they would only care for themselves, they don't try to change the world they live in or worry for the earth they reside on.

Humans could be told the world would end in two days and they would do nothing to try and stop it but they would destroy it by ignoring the law, because of the world is dying who cares!

In movies it's always outside species who think "I'll make earth better" "the world will change without any of you" the outside species always try to restart earth for the better but has no one ever thought, aren't humans the problem? The outside species thinks that if they get rid of the current humans the world will change but Ashura knows the humans will never change.

Humans are disgusting vile creatures, they are always and will always be the problem. Because they are human they are imperfect they have flaws. There is no perfect human because then that would mean that they are not human.

Ashura Vorhaven, thought humans are disgusting but he also thought they were the most fascinating creatures.