Chapter 12

Chapter 12

April

*You are in a lot of fucking trouble you little tease.* 

It played over and over in my head like a song on repeat. I quickly shake my head to knock out the thought. This was my tease to win and not the other way round. 

What happened to avoid him? Get your shit together April Denver. 

Meanwhile about 101 Corp, I'll mind my business until my attention is called. Besides, i called Cavanaugh's attention to the article and he didn't do anything so in other words, i did my part to avoid the current situation. 

I dismissed the bad vibe with a wave and then headed back to join the gang. 

"Any problem?" Megan asked as i sat. 

"None you should worry about" I replied. 

"What did i miss?" I turn to face Megan who is seated beside me as the guys got busy in their heated conversation about who's settling down next. 

"We are all going to the beach tomorrow and I've called Umi so we'll go check out the venue after," Megan said.

Megan and I got Umi's Contact from a party planning website and she's in charge of Vanessa's bachelorette party. We sent her a list of what and who we wanted. 

The party is in four days and after, we board a cruise ship to Naples where a limo will be waiting to take us to the airport and back to NYC. 

"Perfect, i can't wait for Friday night" I beamed. 

"You are seriously not going to talk about Sean? You do know he's leaving tomorrow morning so you've got eight hours tops to make things right with him" 

Vanessa and Jason engage in a heated kiss. 

"You guys have a room you know," Julian said while trying to convince the guys Damon is next in line to get married. 

"I don't even have a girlfriend" He countered. 

Megan cleared her throat to snap me back to what we were discussing. 

"Honestly Megan, i can't do this" 

"You are unbelievable" She conceded to the obvious defeat.

"We are going to call it a night people," Jason said out loud as he helped Vanessa up to her feet.

"Good night" She air-kissed Megan and I before taking Jason's hand. 

After the couple left, the remaining sight was awkward to see. Two girls and four guys with one of them gawking at me and i know why.

I didn't reply to his text. 

What a savage way to treat an arrogant fat cat right? I quirked a brow at him instead and focused on talking to Megan. 

"How about you?" Youngest of them all, Damon asked. 

"How about me what?" I said eyeing all of them except Jordan for answers. 

"Who's next to settle between the two of you?" He straightened up.

"Me? Nah maybe Megan" i said, clearly finding the situation awkward because i was so close to getting married to Luke. 

Megan and Vanessa were present on my wedding day. It was supposed to be the best day of my life. I was dolled up in a white rhinestone wedding gown with an attached cape on the back extending to the floor. I was happy, so happy that my stomach couldn't take more of the excitement. 

The night before, Megan, Vanessa and I had drunk so much we began the service rehearsal as Vanessa played Priest, Megan played Luke and i played me. When morning came, not even the heaviest of all hangovers could make me forget my grand day.  

It's every girl's dream to get married to the person they love and on that day, i was getting married to Luke. We arrived at the cathedral only to be told my soon to be husband had run off from the church before i arrived and all he left me was a text on my phone saying he's in love with someone else. 

We talked over the phone on the eve of the wedding before Megan and Vanessa showed up in my room and he didn't mention a thing about liking someone else. He seemed cool and not a thing was out of place. He even told me he loved me. How can you say that to someone you plan on flaking on the next day. 

 Funny how you think you know someone and then it turns out you don't know them at all. 

I remember everything, from when my mother came to the car to inform me of Luke's absence to my Stepdad telling me to reach his number, to me breaking down after the text and watching everyone tear up for me and feeling pity for me, i remember everything. 

And it sucked to know that that phase of my life was one i would never forget for the rest of my being. 

So yes, when people ask me when I'm getting married it makes me cringe. 

"Hey" i heard Megan say as she snapped her fingers in front of my face and staring at me expectantly.

I looked around to find everyone gone except the two of us.

"Where did your mind go?" She asked

"Luke," i said hesitantly 

"The wedding question yea?" 

I nod in response. 

"Come here" she gave me a hug and continued "you're going to be fine" 

I twitched my nose and said "I am fine" 

"Stop acting so strong young lady, it's good to cry once in a while," she said giving me a gentle slap on my back before easing the hug. 

"And you need to go to bed. You stench of alcohol" I said dismissively waving at her. 

"Thank you!" Megan left. 

I decided to use the time alone gazing at the night sky and the beautiful stars. 

"You okay?" I heard a familiar voice said and of course, that familiar voice belonged to JC.  

I rolled my eyes and then turned to face my front. 

"Don't fucking do that" He said into my ears. 

"Do what?" I managed to say while keeping the uneasiness at bay. 

"Turning me the fuck on" 

So my trick worked. 

"You think i was.." I scoffed debunking his claim"oh hell no, you don't interest me one bit you fat pig" 

"Ouch!" He faked hurt. "Let's see if i don't interest you since you always deny it " He bent down again behind me. 

Oh no! He's going to win this round because I'm helpless at his words, sight and touch and it's already too late because his palm had comfortably been placed around my neck with a finger of his lifting my chin up.

He began to trail kisses on my neck and gently slid his other palm inside my tits through the vulnerable halter neck part of the gown. 

Oh God! Why me?! 

"What if someone's lurking around in the dark?" I said calling his attention to the empty courtyard. 

"Then let's give them a good show," he said while he continued to fondle with my nipples. 

My guard was going down, against my plan. And like a spirit of possession, i removed his hands and abruptly stood up to leave. 

"You make me sick" I stormed out. 

No, you don't make me sick, you make me crave for you in the most sexually toxic way. As i entered my room, i began to imagine kissing him again, deeply, ravenously. His body on mine against the wall as he slightly choked me while sticking his fingers in my depths. I began to fondle my breast and imagined him craving for me in return. 

Oh God! I was fucked. I am on the highest level of arousal and my hormones are killing me inside. 

Maybe a shower would help. I got into the tub and that made it even worse. Every nerve, spine, inch, and corner of me wanted sex. Hot, ravaging sex. 

Sean. 

"Hey Siri, text Sean" I slouched on the bed and dictated the virtual assistant on my phone to start typing. 

*texting Sean* 

"Hi, I am so sorry for how i left earlier, it wasn't intended and I want to make up for it. I've had a lot on my mind and right now i want you. I am naked under the sheets craving for the intense need of you to fuck me. I'll inform the front desk to let you in. My room number is 104. I'll leave my door open for you and in case you find me asleep which i doubt, wake me up with the length of your cock."

*do you want to send it? * Siri asked

"Send," I said. 

My ego won't let me call him up and tell him what i wanted because of how i left things. Texting seemed like a coward approach but it's better and i really hope he sees this text before i lose my mind and call him up instead. 

I called the reception to inform them of my male guest and to let him in, turned off all the lights in the room, connected my phone to the inbuilt Bluetooth on the wall and played J Holiday's Bed on repeat. 

It wasn't up to ten minutes when i heard my door room open. 

That was fast. But there was no time to ask questions. I kneeled on the bed naked looking at the unclear figure in the dark as he took off his shirt and trousers while clearly mesmerized by my naked self.

God, i was so hungry for him. He stepped into the moonlight and i briefly saw his face. 

My heart skipped a bit when i saw who it was. 

The last person i would have thought would show up.

It was Jordan.

I tried to think and process what was happening but i couldn't. He was fully naked and standing in front of me. Was this his way of getting into my pants? 

Showing up in my room at the perfect time?

Hot as hell. 

I didn't say anything. I was numb and craving for him. 

I wanted to stop all of it but i couldn't. I wanted to tell him to get out but i couldn't.

It dawned on me that i didn't need Sean this past hour of arousal, i needed Jordan and although questions began to come up in my head, it was too late to answer. 

I was about to make a huge mistake. I knew all the reasons why i shouldn't- knew them so well. The pain and the consequences of what i was about to do were so familiar but that didn't stop me.

And when he kissed me, hell broke loose and i submitted to him. 

He kissed me and for a split second under the moonlight, i saw his eyes. 

There was passion, lust, desire, and fire in those glassy eyes that could melt steel.

He leaned on the bed still kissing me and then carried me to the wall. I admired the way i fitted perfectly in his arms as he continued to kiss me. 

I kissed him back with the same energy. This was not a tease. It was a full-blown movie. He placed my back on the bed and begun to nibble on my nipples. The ones that always got hard whenever he's around me. 

"You have no idea how many times I've imagined you naked under my body" he growled into my ear. 

He went back to my tits, gently cupping one and sucking the other. I could feel the dampness between my legs. Could feel his erect cock stroking my laps. It was intense, too intense that i couldn't take it anymore and just shoved his length inside my depth. He groaned and begun to thrust. He thrust so hard and within a minute he came and i wasn't even close to my orgasm yet. 

What the hell!? 

"Don't be scared it's my first. I'm sure I'll last longer" he explained as he scoots me up in his arms into the bathroom.

My mind began to twist and turn. 

What did he mean by that?! 

He couldn't be a virgin right? He must mean something else right? 

"What do you mean?" I said as he placed me in the tub. 

"You know what i mean don't look so bewildered, tease" 

"Do clarify because i don't" 

He turned the water on and soaped the water with my body wash. 

"Its not everyday you meet a virgin"

I opened my mouth feeling both shock and excitement at the possibility of what he meant.