Chapter 18/Pretty Savage

Love was something unfamiliar to me. I was always taught to be rational. To think straight. To only take care of myself. My family didn't have anything. And this lead to my parents being cold and straight person. They never taught me the possibilities of life, just that it was hard and I had to do everything to survive. And when they died. I didn't even felt sad. They psssed away with their coldness and left their child behind. Not long after that, I found myself down the streets. Trying to gain some cents so that at least I could buy a bottle of water.

Being lower than poor, I had tasted it all. Murky water instead of fresh and clean water. Rotten food instead of nutritive one. Getting abused for no reason. Getting beaten. Getting bitten. I had tasted all the frustration people like me had kept in them. I've seen my share of blood too.

I knew what it meant to lose a life, bevause I saw people lost theirs too. But fortunately, I was saved. I was saved from this purgatory. Saved by rich people who was interested in me. They brought me over to their houses and gave me food and water. To prevent them from losing their interest in me, I became their dog. I started to suck up to them. Afterall, they were my saviours. So I decided to use the knowledge my parents instilled in me.

I thought I could finally have a proper life. But as soon as I arrived there, I found out they already had a daughter. A pesky daughter thinking that I was nothing more than just a dog.

We started to live together. But she made it pretty clear that I wasn't needed there. Not once did she show a bit of remorsefulness. She only cared for her like every damn rich out there. At least, her parents were good. But they died. Leaving me alone with that girl. We tried to stay civilised but no could do. Soon, her aunt came but died too.

"What the heck ? Are all the adults coming near me dying or what ?! Am I cursed or something ?"

And as expected, Bell rejected me. But I didn't lose faith. I took my destiny by hands and brought it up to richer people. Just so that I could show Bell what it meant to lose everything she had by taking it away. But it didn't go as planned. I thought it would be easy to dethrone her but I lost trying. She had much more powerful ally than me. And instead of me who was used by others, she would use others.

I started a war. A war I lost. A war where everyone was against me. And when I was kneeling before Bell. Waiting for my head to fall. Something unexpected happened. Bell confessed her feelings to me instead of killing me. She even gave me her first time when I asked.

"..Before dying, I wanted to fuck her up..."

To be continued.

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