Chapter 10

     Why does this always happen, does it happen with me only or with everyone because if it does happen with me only then I have a problem. You are probably wondering what the hell is the lady talking about, well I am talking about the dream I had about Noah, first of all, what I mean is that when I don't what something, in particular, to happen it just happens when I want something to happen bad, it turns out to be a dream, like the one I had about Noah. I do want to go to his house and apologize for what Benji did, but I am not a hundred percent sure that this is a good idea because he maybe still a douchebag and hit me, or tell me to get the hell out of his house or worse he might even not open his door and in this case, I would literally want to hit myself in the face with anything sharp I find in front of me due to the situation I had put myself in. I decided to shove all of these ideas out of my head, and I stand my ground that I am not going to his house and I am not going to apologize for what Benji did because he deserved it due to being a douchebag to me for 4 GODDAMN years and beating the shit out of me so this is my payback.

     But still, I feel sorry for him like he was hit pretty hard and when I say pretty hard I do mean that he is SCREWED because trust me Benji is my brother and it is rare when someone doesn't bleed when he hits them, wait did I say rarely sorry my them, wait did I say rarely sorry my bad, I meant no one ever could survive Benji' punch or kick. Why do I feel sorry for him, NO NO NO NO NO I can never ever ever be falling for him, he is my goddamn bully, nope Lor, snap out of it you have to snap out of it. I decided to shove all of my ideas aside and start getting ready for school because on my agenda I never like to be late.

{skip getting ready for school and skip the trip to school because I am lazy as hell.}

     When I entered the school hall I was greeted by the loud noise of student's noise and their footsteps god if anyone knew how much I hate this place and this noise,... I think everyone does, like come on you are trying to convince me that anyone in the whole wide world loves school if you tried to do that you would be lying badly.

     "Hey, Lor," Daneel said from behind me.

     "Hey, Dani," I said while hugging her.

     "I don't want to be over exaggerating, but why does Noah look like he had been hit in the face with a pan fifteen times then was thrown off the 10th floor." She said laughing.

     "Well, I kinda had a hand in what happened to him," I said sighing while looking down at the floor.

     "You hit him, damn girl cool move." She said smiling hard.

     "Look I don't know how to say that but I ain't the one who hit Noah...." I was about to complete my sentence when  I heard a familiar voice calling my name.

     "Hey, Lorelai can I talk to you for a second." He said and without turning around to look at him I knew already whose voice it is.

     "Yeah sure, what's up to Noah," I said through my gritting teeth

     "I want to talk to you alone...in private." He said gesturing for Dani to leave.

     "Oh you mean you want me to leave, okay then, see you at class Lor." She said.

     "Okay, so what do you want?" I said my heartbeat increasing every second

     "Well, I assume you told Benjamin what I did to you....." He said but I cut him off by saying.  

     "I know and I am very sorry for that, I know that I shouldn't have told him but I needed..." And I was cut off by Noah.

     "Lorelai you have no reason to apologize, I deserved it, and I deserve more than this, I just want to say that I have been thinking about your words that you want to see me change, the thing is that I am trying to for your sake." He said but I think he realized what he just said because he corrected himself quickly by saying.

     "I mean for our sake, you know we are going to get married soon and I don't know how long is this marriage going to last, so I am trying to change because I am pretty sure that if I didn't change and stayed the way I am we are going to fight every single day and I won't be surprised if we got divorced the second week of our marriage so what I am trying to say that, I am sorry for everything that I have done and I am willingly trying to change and one more thing before I go, I didn't agree on this marriage because I was forced to do it, I agreed because I want to do it." He said, and with that, he just simply walked away.

     On my way to class I couldn't stop thinking about his words and how can these words come out of his mouth, they were so sweet yet they were so strange and it kinda made me feel strange and weird at the same time. I finally made it to class, spotted Dani, and made my way to the desk she was sitting at. The thing is that she didn't talk about what Noah wanted and I was glad that she didn't because I am in no mood to tell her about it. We kept talking about different stuff, and about our plans this weekend until our teacher entered the class.

     "Alright class settle down, we have a new student, Dylan would you like to introduce yourself?" Mr. Harrison said. At this very moment, a very hot looking guy entered the class and I didn't know that I was staring this hard until our eyes locked.

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Chapter 10!

Lots of love,

SamaXX