Chapter 12
Lorelai's POV:
After he said these words I was shocked and lost for words but I knew that I had to react fast so it won't look like we are not dating, I looked at Dani to find her looking at me with shocked eyes, with that I knew that she is going to get to me later.
"Yeah, I missed you so much," I said, and thank goodness that I didn't stutter. I won't deny that I had sparks when he touched me but at the same time when I look at Dylan, I have butterflies. God, I don't even know how I feel, or which one of them am I falling for the most. The thing is that I can't have feelings for Dylan because my heart is supposed to belong to Noah. Also when I think about Noah I feel like I am committing a crime but at the same time when Dylan came to sit with us it felt so wrong to sit with him, I don't know why.
"Hey Lor, Can I talk to for a minute, alone, in private," Dani told me and I was nervous for what she is going to tell me because I didn't tell her about what Noah told me earlier and I am not used to lying to her like come on she is my best friend since god knows how long, I think from the kinder garden, but that is not the point, not telling someone close to you something is not as lying right? God who am I kidding, it is worse than lying, god I hate myself so much, right now I wish that the ground would split in two and swallow me and then never open again.
"Yeah, sure," I said.
"Can you guys excuse us for a little bit, and maybe take this as an advantage and know each other, maybe you will find that you have a lot in common," I said to them and then followed Dani outside the school building.
"So, you going to tell me what the hell is going on between you and Noah?" She asked, and trust me she was angry.
"Nothing is going on between me and Noah I swear!!" I exclaimed, but from the look on her eyes, I can tell that she wasn't buying what I was saying.
"Is there something you are hiding from me?" She asked me this time her voice was mad.
"Well, do you remember in the morning when Noah came up to me and told me he wanted to talk to me in private?" I asked.
"Well, yeah I remember." She said.
"Well, one day he told me that he was sorry for bullying me and all that stuff, and I told him that I will I have to do this marriage, I don't remember what I said, but then I told him that I want to feel safe around him and not every time that I see him I run the other side, I also told him that I want him to change and he answered by saying that he is willing to change an..." I was cut off by Dani saying.
"What does all of this have to do with what he told you this morning?" She asked.
"Well, I didn't finish talking so shut up, this morning he said that is not doing this marriage because he is forced to do it, but he is doing this marriage because he wants to do it." I finished and looked at her expression to see her smiling.
"OMG, he is crushing on you, god yay!!" She exclaimed.
"No, he is not," I said trying to deny it before any of us can say anything we heard a Noah calling me.
"There you are Lorelai, can talk to you, alone?" He asked.
"God, I have had enough of everyone wanting to talk to me alone in private, whatever you have to say, just say it. Daneel knows everything."
"Okay fine, geez calm down a bit. Can you stop talking to Dylan." He said, it is supposed to be a question but it came out of his mouth in the form of an order.
"Why? I can talk to whoever I want, you're not the boss of me Noah."I said.
"Well, I can't tell you why." He said, and I was losing my temper, who does he think he is?
"Why not?" I asked.
"I just can't." He said.
"Why can't you?" I asked and I knew that I was pushing him towards the edge.
"Because I can't." He said.
"Yeah, and I heard you the first time, why can't you?" I said.
"GOD, BECAUSE I AM GODDAMN JEALOUS OF HIM AND BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAN'T YOU GET IT."He yelled.
"Hey Lorelai, Lor, Lorelai, wake up, the teacher is talking to you, "Dani told me.
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