Chapter 4.1

Naisip ni Hade Alexandrius na magrelax sa araw na ito. One week na lamang at medyo wala na siyang drive to make his fate change kahit konti.

It will be the same as a matter of surrending. Napakatanga niya at napakalakas ng loob niyang suwayin ang magulang niya pero sa huli ay wala man lang siyang nagawa. It is the way how he must be punish? Hindi niya alam, nakakapanlumo ng damdamin ito para kay Hade Alexandrius. 

Suko na ba talaga siya? Gusto niya pang lumaban kahit konti but he cannot do anything. It will be tough to digest kung patuloy pa siyang manlaban. 

His mind thinking that he must already surrendered but his heart isn't. Talagang matigas pa ang puso niya para sumuko but his mind already on the verge of collapsing. Siguro nga nababaliw na siya.

Naglalakad siya ngayon sa isang malaking parke dito sa lungsod ng maynila. It was a mixed of classic yet modernized park. Ewan ba niya, it was his first time dating himself to unwind. 

Talaga ngang gusto niya ang ganito, it was a freedom to be with himself only. Kailan pa siya nag-self love? Mukhang nag-eemote siya ng palihim. Hapon na pala and it was the time where he discovered that this park's light lit up.

Talagang napakaganda ng lugar na ito lalo pa't ilang oras na lamang ay papalubog na ang araw.

Mabilis siyang umupo sa isang modern bench na gawa sa semento. Talagang na-unwind siya dulot ng maraming problema sa trabaho man o sa personal na buhay niya.

He is by himself now, alone and no one ever cares about him. Tunay ngang his life is so lonely lalo pa't wala na sa tabi niya ang Bestfriend niya or should he says na isang ahas iyon. 

Pagak siyang napatawa ng mahina at mabilis niyang ibinalik sa normal ang sarili niya. Ayaw niyang mapagkamalan na baliw noh. 

Nakatingala si Hade Alexandrius sa langit habang nakatingin sa haring araw na papalubog. He feels calmest all this time around. 

Tama nga ang sabi nila, kapag mabigat ang problema mong dala-dala, di rin masama ang magliwaliw at enjoy mo ang company ng sarili mo lamang. 

He treats himself as way to highest and he must act like a mighty leader of his company but it was not his. Isa lang siyang CEO, it was the truth. His father is the chairman and his mother is the overall company director, anong laban ng isang anak na katulad niya sa magulang niya.

It hits different, alam niyang masama sa mata ng diyos ang lumaban siya o suwayin ang utos ng mga magulang niya but he feels it right to defend what he thinks is correct for himself. 

It must be an act of self defense because realization hits him hard, he wall alone all of a sudden. To the unforseen road he is right now, he can't see the way he see his bright future when he was a child. 

He never imagined himself that compare to his younger self and his older self is way too different. Marami na siyang napatunayan ngayon but as a kid noon, he will choose to be a kid right now coz it feels like he was powerless yet everyone is protecting him including himself. It was way too naive to think that way.

Habang nakatingin siya sa haring araw ay hindi niya namalayang tuluyan na itong lumubog sa malawak na karagatan.

Without science ay siguro naging bobo na siya at sasabihin niyang kinain ito ng karagatan. It was a cliche idea.

Mabilis na tumayo si Hade Alexandrius upang bumili ng kape. Oo, magkakape siya dahil gusto niya. Pakialam ba niya kung mukha siyang tanga rito. Kanya-kanyang trip lang to at gusto niyang i-treat ang sarili niya sa mga oras na ito.

Mabuti na lamang at may malapit na stall dito sa parke habang hindi siya nabigo nang makita ang coffee maker machine. 

Talagang maganda ang pakulong ito dahil di mo na kailangan magpakulo ng tubig dahil instant na lahat. It's been year 2030 at lahat ay halos lahat ng mga bagay dito sa Pilipinas ay modernized na rin. It was way too different lalo pa't people nowadays are cooperating to our government at medyo lessen na rin ang crime.

Public sectors and Private Sectors are cooperating each other and di na uso ang barbarous behavior. 

Yun lang ay marami pa ring marites but it was way too modern dahil nalaman nila ang way of talking nicely and unnicely na may consequences ito. 

It was a great advocacy of the government that all must learn and educate about cyberbullying.

Di pa rin maiiwasan ang mga bagay-bagay na may problema pa rin sa bansa natin but as a CEO of SRU ADVERTISING COMPANY, he is the first one to abide laws and rules between public sectors and Private Sectors. 

Siguro good boy talaga siya that's why everyone praising him yet he was alone. And for the first time, he enjoy himself and only for himself. This is his life worth fighting for.

Siguro naisip niyang hanggang dito na lamang siya. He was already exhausted and this f*cking destiny of him really wants him to suffer for the rest of his life.

Hindi niya namamalayan na naglalakad na siya habang mabilis na may nabunggong tao sa harapan nito dahilan upang matapon rito ang halos kalahati ng kapeng di pa niya naiinom.

BLAGGG!

Natumba nanan ang lalaking nakasalubong niya.

Kitang-kita na tila gusgusin na ito dahil nakasuot ito ng kulay puting shirt habang makikitang may mga punit ang malaking shoulder bag nitong pang-travel bag ata.

Sinubukan pang tumayo ng lalaking nakabanggaan niya ngunit mukhang nawalan na ito ng malay.

Hindi naman nagawang iwan ni Hade Alexandrius ito at mukhang nagta-travel ito. Yun lang ay parang naawa siya rito dahil mukhang napalakas ang pagkakabangga niya rito kung kaya't nahimatay ito. Parang kinatok naman ng konsensya ang puso niya dahil parang nagmukhang kasalanan niya talaga.

Agad niyang sinakay ito sa magarang kotse niya at nagdrive patungo sa condo niyang nasa pinakamalapit dito.

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